i'm so tired. i wanna leave here to be well prepared.
exam's approaching. i'm still in a mess.

fucked up -.-

my life seemed so complicated, everything don't work like a clockwork.
sometime i know i'm stubborn, but it's my way to live.
you can't change my mind or even anything.
i kinda have to stop, even i know i should not.
do you know how long have i pretended?

p.s : //

• exam dropped on 8th of october
• my birthday's approaching. remember my birthday received on 19th of october
• new handphone gonna be received in october
• many holidays are dropped in october
• gonna have a trip to taiwan in december
• the whole month of november preparing for debate competition
• plans . many thingy followed up ...

this is the sort of simple de schedule : )
that isn't usually to pass our exam with flying colours, i mean.
if im satisfied with it, i'll nod my head, so do my parents.
they can't offer me to do what they aim, just encourage me.
im mean right now, i know.



i seemed to forget my blogfriends, actually im not.
just kinda busy and lazy, to reply your taggies ...

do it soon, night.

now is 2.20 am. wowowwww.

im so passinated with love novels nowadays.

People always conceal themselves to maintain their own image.
The human beings in 21st century, so basically, they were born like that.
A different condition or situation molds a different figure. Depends to the background.
Actually you guys consider that my character is always the same and no change.
But actually my disposition hasn't got seen clearly. You don't get through it easy, girls .
I figure out something . I've already tired to face the problem between us.
You always show me your fuck face, of cause you could deny it.
I don't want you exist , I don't want your fucking footprints step in my life.
It's so annoying.

Some more I always nag to anyone. God is quite unfair to girls and boys.
God seemed treat boys much better, they always didn't deserve what girls have.
Girls are almost so fucked off by their life.
When I face to some disgusting situation, I show fuck face too.
Why do I conceal what had happened to me? So do boys, because boys exist.
Ahh, they offend girls eyes. Of cause, the opinion dedicated to someone only.

I love some of them, they treat me so far so good.
I appreciate <3 I'm not bastard, I know what happened.
I know what should I do.
I'm falling to something and I feel sort of disappointed to myself nowadays.
I don't have any mood to face the assignments. I sleep, but I can't fall asleep.
No choice, I don't have choice.
Focus on something, what? destination, any?

I could do anything randomly, ignore the conclusion.
Enjoy the process and don't care anything.
Things had to care, faces had to care, images had to care, family had to care, friends had to care, result had to care.
But I'm unwilling to care, but I have to care.

Bull Shit, just all the update.

i'll reply all the tag one day .

our awesome display picture.
childish fucker and sucker .

so i'm going to prove it.
click to enlarge : D

S - Sucker .
F - Fucker.
Both of us, so mean, and meaningful.

our handwriting.
the green turtle is her signature.
some messy handwriting is mine.
just a kind deal to promise each other. until forever .

friends are anything. fucker stands for me. sucker stands for her.
fucker and sucker symbolize both of us.
thanks for the bestowing of god.
i love you, i'll learn hard to appreciate you, and our everlasting our friendship.

i know, true love lasts forever until we end our life.
it's just immortal, worthless.

fucker loves sucker,
suckers loves fucker too.

the rude words aren't rude.