going there soon. everything still haven't prepared yet. i watch Home Alone 3 yesterday. fucking nice! Alex is uberly cute lol and he is intelligent. bye bye, miss you guys.





i blog less in May, hehehh. what i wanna to say is '' i'm damn pissed off with my mother''. i really wish her can die faster. i wish i could disobey her. no such mood to blog the further. i wanna backstab her with my friends! erherm ) x

we are going to Genting tomorrow, i wish i could screw my mother here. what could i say now? a fucking lousy holiday : D i slept at 2 o'clock last night, watched Home Alone 4, uberly cute is Kevin and i wish i can dwell in the big huge bungalow. everything i could wish only. that's all i can do. my fucking mum woke me up this morning and nagged me about the printer's problem. it's not my fault, i don't even touch the printer laaa. ohh, the cable of the printer disconnected. my retarded mum said lots of senseless. BULL SHIT. the computer works slow, she blamed me so. damn pissed off.

i wish i could leave this place. for me, genting is a place to chill. not watch the retarded kiddo's silly show. i call my mum ''asshole'' here. where is my handphone? finding it. it has lost in my house, get kidnapped? or drowned? stolen? i'm a complicated stupid retarded shit. watched iron man just now. Hollywood's directors are usually genius, i'm going to mad! cooooool ! ! !

my buddies' enjoying their shopping.. i'm here wandering. hmmm : ) i'm pooooooor ! those seniors are having competition now, or we are really transparent, no more points to go there.

everythingggg . . .

watch indiana jones last night with my parents and my two little cousins. highly recommend you to watch it : D

attention : who wanna create a holiday plan for me? need it urgently. but no hanging out will be appeared in the timetable. i left rm 30 right now in my purse and it's going to reduce. lims' planning to go Genting Highland on this Saturday : D gonna do reservation for two Highland's hotel room. not really expect for it.

ohhh. damn pissed off with my mother just now, and now too :) she doesn't give me any money to visit the book exhibition. i have rm1000 something over her, and she doesn't hand it to me. i was a mite annoyed and increasing increasing increasing... so i blurted out a lots of bad words in my personal message. attention here : my temper's been changeable. CAUTION . chatted with jiahuey, she said rm20 is not enough to buy an underwear pulak. hehhh : D ehh, no difference by before and after wearing bra lol.

gonna watch ''indiana jones'' later. remind me if the spelling is wrong. new layout, the codes are messy, spent lots of time on it, tag me please. *big wide smile*. i miss someone, depressed and helpless suddenly detected. my perception of the change came in a flash. he's missing now, disappeared. i text him, ''kidnapped?''. i'm puzzling. he won't know : (promoting : add sookarchun's latest email address. felizcadamomento@hotmail.com
thanks for co-operation.

having holiday = wasting time. confusing. what can i do? no such mood for any hanging out, gathering. i have full of longing for it, but everything in a muck. raining now.



25/5/2008
i hate the fucker much, took lots of candids of me. fuck off from me now,please.
went to new era college by fyoong father's car. then we stunned there because those seniors haven't reached yet. we were damn fucking helpless there and my sound has lost and i'm the 1st one to represent. i hate the environment there. i wonder, how could i stand for times with my stupid weird sound. i hate the seniors! close this topic : D

we went away alone. we walked to ktm, wow. vintage transport? we were located on kajang and we took ktm to kl sentral, the ticket costs rm2.80. we were weak in the ktm and we gonna to carry our huge bag. i just muted myself because i was really tired. it's marvelous if there was my bed. kajang to serdang is fucking long laa. we took monorail to time square. we had our lunch in gasoline, firstly we said we wanted to gossip, but when we reached there, we almost died. we were totally lifeless.

they off. but i off to pavilion. i walked there from ts, most of the drivers in their car stared at me. i walked alone with my heavy bag. but the walk took a long time. met my family and uncle bi's there. we went to have our high tea in crystal jade meal3. i had a Irish ice-cream and honey milk. lastly, the waiter didn't serve me the spaghetti. just ignored it because i've had lunch. the adults gossiped and i slept. around one hour. my stomach pain! i sat on the branch and went asleep.finally we off to home.

a hit news-
i slept straightly after reached home. without bath. no reminds.
my hifi stereo gone mad. can't work and made ''buzz'' sound.

JUST ALL. speechless?

took taxi straightly to tuition, first time experienced it. taxi dropped me down in front of kfc. went into kfc and bought the whipped potato(R) and salad(L). i made it as my dinner. it's not enough at all. it was really a retard in school, wandered in mind, but still pretended nothing. sit there silently and made myself into the condition. i see, it's like that actually. finally all have left, a person stunned there. i'm the --person--


accompanied huizhen to toilet, luckily she asked me to go with her. means that i'm not such a stranger and ignored by others. but why did i mute myself. or this is what i called 'speechless'. walked to lrt station with huizhen, found a few pages of data already. full of hopesss

had my lunch in one-two-tea house. we four had the same noodles. freaking nice. it seemed noodle freak there. *noob. no any about my result, never jot down it in my lively blog. hehh

ehh. haven't completed my assignment yet. tending to be lazy. xD

currently update at night : ) tending to my own style. viewed katherinne's blog just now, saw few photos of sichuan's earthquake situation. the disaster took them lots, uncountable, people are gathering their energy and love, hand the problems together. it's so touch. send regards to sichuan's people here. " i can't say much, take care : ) we'll always be here with you. ''


damn pissed off with my mum, she doesn't allow me to go to school for preparation. fuck her. DamnIt. four-letter-word to her, NPS concerned it and said lots to me, TOUCH, again! apologize here to NPS, really can't control it. so EXPOSED! *bigwidesmile* anyway, i'll go on my way, so mum, don't block me.

Everything : )
currently listening to viva forever by spice-girls



i've taken test in erican. cheated during the test. when teacher came back, we returned to silent. xD i completed the paper as soon as possible, in case i can go out. during speaking part, i kept making trouble to jiahuey, hehh (x during break, we chit-chatted a lot. she kept talking some one. ya, i hate backstabbing, but i admit that, i always backstab or gossip about others. jiahuey owes me rm3.50 for the sundae ice-cream* reminder

viki allowed us to go down to the computer lab. fucking hardcore with the stupid computer. maybe it's the problem of server. as start, jiahuey can surf any net with her computer, but mine can't. when i view a webpage, the web will automatically shift back to erican homepage. noob : P petpet. speechless with the computer. but suddenly jiahuey's had a same situation with me. hehh

went to leisure mall for shopping. STUFFS! *bigwidesmile* went into bum, diesel, voir and yishion. bought two Tees, i like! then had my lunch in kenny roger. long time didn't go there.

in hungry now, got up on 9 o'clock just now, missed my dinner. gonna to have supper later. luckily nothing annoying happened today. GOOD
just all for today. HAPPY WESAK! : D













i found this fucking nice,

i know i'm outdated.

i love it much <3





kinda busy these days, less update. it dues to exam. I've taken maths, english, history, malay, art exam. fucking hardcore with the maths for today. or i should say, i've already given up to it. actually it's reluctant to give up. but the problem of my ability. if i just ignored everything, others eyesight, parents' request and others, i prefer sitting in front of computer or wandering anywhere rather than studying.


actually i don't think study is a kind of suffering, suddenly i get an opinion that my life is timeless, 24 hours seemed not enough. in these days, i gonna stay up late or get up early, so stress. or human being usually like friction, they say, result is beautiful, it's contradiction too, so they need friction to excite. it's just my senseless thinking, ignore it.

i've just taken a nap. i'm really lack of rest for a fucking long time. gonna to mute myself in the night, swallow myself with the complicated words . . .
J U S T A L L

exam's approaching. two days left : ) i don't prepare enough. i promise myself to study until midnight today. today i screamed like shit during recess, puimee approached me and touched me, even strangled me. her skin get sensitive now, i'm worried about i'll kena sensitive, so i did that. both of us are bursting with laughter.


calligraphy teacher cheated me today. WTF. i score 79 in calligraphy, the highest is 91. just about one mark to score A. i begged teacher to give me one more mark, he said the condition is i gonna to zip my big mouth, because i always chit-chat with others and shift to another's seat. i muted myself and pay much attention to teacher. before he left, he said he teased me only. we all fell about teacher childish action ='=

no such mood for blogging too much. just all what i can recall.
I WANT INTENSE SUPPORTERS AND YOUR GLANCE.
my life is tending to colorless. no more marvelous :)

I believe in love, and lust, and romance. I don't want everything to add up to some perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion, and heat, and sweat, and madness.

:.About My Friends.::
(Be honest! Don't think about feelings!)

* Of your friends, who is the *

Friendliest: WeiTsi
Prettiest: Jane
Ugliest: *speechless*
Most talkative: MeiSean
Most arrogant: PeiShan, arrogant but kind to friends.
Most immature: YewJiahuey
Most mature: FungYoong
Most perfect: WanJing
Most careless: Khaileng
Most obsessive: HoongYee
Richest: JerSyuen
Poorest: * speechless*
Luckiest: uncountable
Most unlucky: uncountable
One that has more screen names: YenKhim
One that has all three instant messengers: no idea :)
Closest one to you: MeiSean
One you've known for longest: ZheXin.
One you can most relate to: WoonKhang
One that shares your personality: MeiSean
One that is most like you physically: MeiSean
One that you've known for the less longest: Aeron
One that has the worst grammar: Uncountable. *Speechless*
One that has the best grammar: LuoLin
One that shares your hobbies: No idea : )
One shares your musical interest: No idea too
One that does not share your musical interest at ALL: *speechless*
One that has had a celphone longest: no idea.
One who does not have a celphone: erherm. *speechless*
One that you have slept over their house more: zhenkang. i think.
One that has slept over your house more: vchain :)
One that never slept over your house: meisean
Skinniest: no idea
Smartest: Wanjing
Sluttiest: *speechless*
Less sluttiest: jiayuan
Stupidest: yewjiahuey. heh (x
One that dyes their hair most: melody
One that has the darkest hair color: no idea
One that has the lightest hair color: no idea
One that has the darkest skin color: suhanya
One that has the lightest skin color: no idea
Blondest: *speechless*
Studious: JhiaXin
Less studious: Uncountable
One that has failed a grade that you know of: no idea
One that's supposed to be in another grade (Which grade?): no idea
One that paints their nails more often: no idea.
One that never paints their nails: boys for sure!
Most Gothic: what such of gothic?
Most gangster: speechless
Preppiest: JhiaXin
Hippiest: Janice
Most artistic: HoongYee
Most creative: Yewjiahuey
Most random: all of them
Less creative: andy poh
Most paranoid: meisean
One that spends the most time on the computer: Wee gary
One that spends the least time on the computer: uncountable
One that you have skipped school with the most: I didnt skip school before .
One that you have skipped class with the most: cheeyee
One that you have more classes with: no idea
One that you have least classes with: no idea
One that does the most drugs: speechless
One that smokes the most cigarettes: speechless
One that drinks the most: no idea.
One that you have partied with the most: meisean
One that you have never partied with: no idea
One that has the longest nails: no idea
One that has the shortest nails: lots
One Pples that you think is going to take this survey next: haven't decided yet.

today is sunday weihsss. went to erican as usual. met huey, kwansing and kwanee downstair. luckily kwansing treated me 100+ otherwise i'll very thirsty. no wonder i always reach class late, same as today. unfortunately, our seats are located in front of teacher. we kena fucked by teacher because we chit-chatted by mandarin continuously. this is our habit what -'-

teacher offered us 20 minutes break. erherm - the ngkwansing and selena kept talking with each other. so sweet)(paiseh. ngkwansing treated her selena ice-cream weihsss. i bought mcvalue set again. we went to toilet for taking photos. i love : ) *bigwidesmile* we returned back to classroom after 30 minutes some more. teacher just pretending nothing : )


i ate my filet-o-fish burger, the yewjiahuey petpet drained my coke and ate all of my french-fries. * speechless* i was still eating my yummy burger in front of teacher unbridled. the class was left 5 minutes to end. jiahuey passed my phone back to me and teacher saw it. so i kena fucked badly badly by her. i faced her with a smile, but she asked me back. "what are you laughing at?" *dumbness*so embarrassed am i. and fucking hardcore with you.



of cause i refused to obey her, i wrote ''fuck you vicki'' on my paper. i think the bitch(vicki) has seen it, she grabbed the paper and threw it into the dustbin. i really hope that she has seen what i've write. i can only do this small case revenge to her. *big wide smile*

VICKI. I DEFT YOU.