kinda busy these days, less update. it dues to exam. I've taken maths, english, history, malay, art exam. fucking hardcore with the maths for today. or i should say, i've already given up to it. actually it's reluctant to give up. but the problem of my ability. if i just ignored everything, others eyesight, parents' request and others, i prefer sitting in front of computer or wandering anywhere rather than studying.


actually i don't think study is a kind of suffering, suddenly i get an opinion that my life is timeless, 24 hours seemed not enough. in these days, i gonna stay up late or get up early, so stress. or human being usually like friction, they say, result is beautiful, it's contradiction too, so they need friction to excite. it's just my senseless thinking, ignore it.

i've just taken a nap. i'm really lack of rest for a fucking long time. gonna to mute myself in the night, swallow myself with the complicated words . . .
J U S T A L L