Wednesday, April 30, 2008
laughter is the best medicine @ 7:31 PM
went to school as usual. exchanged seeing each others' photo when we were still a kiddo. mine is absolutely stupid and i looked naive : ) * actually we were innocent and lively * we all laughed like shit =p=p teacher grabbed mine away. what is she going to do with it weihsss? munsheng's and hoongyee's are amazingly cute. jiayuan didn't bring hers. =p=p
I'm keeping busy in my own way,
learning ways not to feel
i hit 007's buttock. she screamed insanely and everyone stared on us. paiseh='= i told her beat others' buttock is a way to great somebody. we laughed like shit again. we are really a gang of stupid. hyper. mad. insane. me love.
what the world needs is to be alive ooh. mingyan's yellow jokes again. during malay period. he kept talking yellow jokes to me. we laughed wildly and became focus in class again. omg. we kena fucked by teacher because i kept turning my head to mingyan's seat and listened obediently to him. yellow jokes are always be with us. *me. chiken. mingyan* walauehh. : ) laughter is a best medicine at all.
oh. exam's approaching us. i gaped my mouth in science period. pulley? lever? no such thing in my pure pure mind. paiseh. stressSTRESS. i really defy exam much. i have accented to meisean. i have confidence to fail in science. give me five.
sent out lots of regards messages to my dear buddies. get many replies. so touch with kexin.hoongyee. fyoong. and zhexin. thanks for always be with me, dear. i love you. mwahss : ) janice. take care lols^^
i do anything in random.
so wish me go luck and i won't bring any big TROUBLE.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
@ 5:36 PM
sorry for no blogging these days. no such mood for blogging always. it's the time to update weihsss :) many things happened these days. i can't recall many. just jot down some of today =p
there was a power failure in my school today. oops. it was fucking hot. my ass was freaking hot and it was sweating. ill at ease in the whole day. Unwilling in class. My mind just wandered around and I sat there quietly. Expect to back home! : )
xD. someone folded many birds. it's awesome. i fucking love it. take a look.
I own a PSP. It’s latest! I don’t realize why my father wanna buy it. He doesn’t know how to function it. Stupid!!! The games are freaking silly. No points that why I wanna to play it. But there is a camera . cost rm 299.90. gorgeous&COOL. me love. Father bought an earphone too. : )
i was shot when i got home. i slept in bus. nowadays, i hope anything can rewind. those fucking sweet memories between us. I’m still very immature. no matter what happened, i can still pretend well. i'm very childish. when i walked back to home, i saw three dogs. i rushed away. i was worried i'll get bit by the dogs. whatthefuck. absolutely stupid am I.
I hate my computer much. Fucking lag. Why. Now is disconnected again. WhatTheFUCK! I spread out four-letters-words again. Teacher always asks me to cut my fringe. Don’t talk about nonsense lol. But I’m really reluctant to give up lols. Don’t block my way.
Went to lrt station with KeXin today. Chit-chatted a lot! I'm very regret. i hope i can work hard to grasp any chance i should have. 'wink' ^^
Friends are meaningful.
you're the brightest star in a pocketful of skies, my colored picture, in a world of black and white, & as you walked into the room I kissed my heart goodbye.
so tell me the color of the sky up above. paint me a picture of the things that make you smile. show me your fears and what you're dreaming of.
Just all for today. Miss you dear. Mwahss : )
Sunday, April 27, 2008
I get tagged! @ 6:36 PM
1. Do you like chinese food?
Absolutely love : )
2. How big is your bed?
Quite suit my body.
3. Is your room clean?
It's clean, but it's messy.
4. Laptop or Desktop computer?
So poor> desktop.
5. Favorite comedian?
Jacky Chan? lols :(
6. Do you smoke?
i fucking hate smoking
7. Does anyone like you?
TopSecret : )
8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
Sorry. ? What's that?
10. Sleep with or without clothes on?
some clothes lols.
11. Who sleeps with you every night?
i sleep alone.
12. Do long distance relationships work?
i wish that i have it. xD
13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
not at all.
14. Pancakes or French Toast?
I prefer French toast.
15. Do you like coffee?
not at all.
16. How do you like your eggs?
do i have any eggs?
17. Do you believe in astrology?
depends what it write.
18. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My mother.
19. Last person on your missed call list?
lazy to check it out.
20. What was the last text message you received?
topsecret.
21. McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonalds.
22. Number of pillows?
a few. 2.
23. Last thing you ate?
mix rice.
24. Last thing you bought?
Erm. forgotten.
25. What are you hearing right now?
Nothing. the sound from television lols.
26. Pick a lyric?
Can i skip this? lols.
27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
I don't like jelly la .
28. Can you play pool?
what is pool actually?
29. Do you know how to swim?
not at all.
30. Favorite ice cream?
depends on my mood : )
31. Do you like maps?
not at all.
32. Tell me a random fact:
I'm a girl in 50 %.
33. Ever had a hard on at work?
of cause i had lols : )
34. Ever attend a theme party?
forgotten.
35. Ever do a keg stand?
what is this?
36. Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking?
i didn't drink any before.
37. What is your favorite season?
winter ! too
38. What is the first music video you ever saw?
long time ago. forgotten.
39. Pick a movie quote:
No idea at all.
40. Favorite quote:
"time heals everything. but i'm still waiting."
41. What is your favorite hangout?
to time square with BFF.
42. Best friend's name?
i have many. Meisean preferred.
43. How long have you known them?
since standard 2. "bigwidesmile"
44. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
i laughed for too many times. forgotten.
45. What time did you wake up this morning?
around 7:20 a.m.
46. Wake up next to anyone?
i didn't.
47. Best thing about winter?
snow. abuden?!?
48. Name a couple of favorite colors:
black & white.
49. How old are you?
going to be 14 soon . too :)
50. What month is your birthday in?
October.
51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
cool.
52. Favorite Dave Matthews Band song (if you have one?)
who is he?
53. What are you doing this weekend?
do many stuffs. xD
54. Who will take this survey?
anyone who want to do this .
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Meaningless . Repugnant @ 8:46 PM
Although my revenge is quite successful, because she was absolutely hurt. But after i saw she cried like shit. i was something regret. i accented many times to teacher. i did this but i have my own reasons. and i also didn't say that my revenge is correct at all. Well. teacher knows me. Apologized means what to her? both of us were perfunctory. Chaotic. she just gave the nod to teacher. so?
This is my last call to you then I'll give up everything that we had, that we'd do. And you'll never hear me sing all these songs about you. Think about the things that we had, the good times before they went bad, they're not gone just yet.
slept in science lesson. i always do this nowadays. learning how to fold stars. Surprises for her. had lunch with cheeyee. i know what is her feeling. she is helpless. Fyoong too. she wanna leave. moaning in dark.
skipped chinese lesson today. didn't nose out it.
I reaffirm. I'm always lacked of rest. and also lack of your attention.
*winks* :)
dude matched bitch = perfect! awesome! *gorgeous (not really)
a cup of cold coffee, yesterday's mail. a bad love like this is always bound to fail. your love meant trouble from the day we met. if you want your things, they're on the front step.
nice to meet you, [insert the name]. my baby : )
Attention: I'm emotional nowadays.
Better don't offend me.
I'll really become mad. SERIOUSLY. : )
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Renovation @ 9:20 PM
My computer is fucking lag. Loading with a fucking slow speed. WhatTheFuck. I still haven't completed my homework weihsss : ) I pin up my fringe to school. Freaking tidy : ) All of them are confused about why i become tidy in suddenly. but the stupid perfect is still not satisfied with my look. hey excuse me. You have also straightened your hair too. Don't try to warn me before check yourself lols.
LACK OF REST HOUR. always grasp the sleeping chance in class. laughed like a mad girl in class today. mingyan talked a lot of jokes in yellow colour. it's fucking funny and karchun changed the storyline again. COOL. lost the sleeping chance during KH lesson. luckily mingyan whispered the answer to me. still don't know what is teacher teaching about.
and i wanna to change. Renovation.
Alone : )
Single rocks.
I did revenge to her and I was successful. She was annoyed with me. Many people agree with me. Report me to teacher lols : ( I don't scare anyway. still backstabbing her everyday. i kicked her book today. i think she has observed what i've done to her book. OhYeah. : )
back with crystal and kexin. caryin is in a lousy mood. she was damn pissed off. meet hoeyin at cempaka lrt station. he seemed crying just now. ohisee. he is in ill. many people get sicked these days. TAKE CARE. homework done! 'winkkk'
Staring. BLACK.
She has changed the position of mine in your heart. Well. I'm pleased to accept your request. i know that i didn't do enough to detain you. but i've fatigued. forgive me. so sorry to myself. she said she is quite busy tomorrow. i hold on my message and deciding whenever gonna to reply her back or not. kinda irritated with her. but i still very appreciate to him. we are ''friends'' forever as we could.
BlaBlaLaLiLuLu
updated.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Never let you gooo @ 6:19 PM
you're the sunshine in the sky
when the heavy clouds take over my mind.
I haven't post any blogs for such a long time. Sorry weihss : ))) No such mood for blogging.REALLY. upset for every every thing. The feel seemed that I get isolated. I'm a person that I can leave a place myself without any informs. I really need people care of me.Sincerely : ( I say "I used to act out of blind impulse nowadays" they wondered why, I just say some freakish reasons. Continue concealing my true colourssss.
We are not bustling anymore.
Because of my emotional. I really feel sorry about it.
Can it rewind?
you, I can't deny.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Bang Bang Bang @ 10:33 PM
Ohh.Fucking tired these days.Usually spent the whole recess period for sleeping.I borned to sleep. Although my class is full of clamor everyday, but it has been becoming my wont.Sleep.Actually I'm quite confused about Maths, T.Ang's periods are majority late and I think she always talks about some dumb jokes. She warned us not to lend books to others and borrow it from others. She saw me borrowed from j2c before, she never warned me. xD. But now I've seen it serious. : )
I looked up into the gray sky, & see a thousand eyes staring back. & all around these golden beacons, I see nothing but black.
Waited for damn long after school in canteen.Wandered in canteen and always kept looking to the gang. We were prohibited to go into the sushi-making-part. I can just stand beside the damn wet basin to stare at the contestant. j2a was located in dalam dalam canteen.I vied for the best condition with LSK.I condemned him with four-letter word.Showed him how rude am I.
Tomorrow gonna to stay at school until 5p.m. j2a is really a sheet of loose sand.Someone is awfully sad to it.How should we do. We mustn't make ourselves to be mute lols. keep scoring E? He bowed to teacher,it showed his sincerity much. I really dumbness when I saw it...
Went to lrt with nps.ycy.ywj.lmy.tzx. Tzx was frustrated by the repeated failures.about chinese chess. Did a lot of abnormal stuffs. Said a lots of illogic talks. But it hasn't made the whole lrt passengers stared at me. " shedding crocodile tears'' Girls just laughed laughed laughed. nps was beleaguered. revenge done! : )
I've forgotten when did I laugh madly.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Calm down @ 9:50 PM
she says she's better now ...
but she's still incompleteHoiYan absent today.How sad.Lost a best chit-chatting person today in my life.Quite blue during English lesson.The whole class is damn noisy,the uproar lasted long until class finished.But actually we are always study in this kind of condition.But I'm still enjoying it!Teacher always looks at the floor and keeps talking by herself,she just ignore us and continue her lame teaching =p I'm such a cacat person,I jotted down a lot of lyrics on the table.Those lyrics express my feeling well and I jotted it down for fun & can't refrain from it.The table is full of my mature handwriting now,nice.I like.so zilian am I.
I can't recall what're happened....Just a little memories.KitYee asked us to practice.So damn with it and I kept disobeying her instructions.BlaBlaBlaBla.I shifted to discuss some stuffs about musical concert.I reckon an idea about..
''There are too gang fighting and quarreling always.They injured the angel who advised them,the only way to rescue the angel is to make lots of angel's favourite performance.These gangs decided to cooperate...''BlaBlaBlaBla.Stupid right.?
There is a girl from 2E.She's such as a cretin.She can face the mirror during the whole 10 minutes recess.She usually combs her only fringe ,I can't describe how funny is it.She occupies the whole mirror and I always copy her silly action and keep doing some retarded action in front of her.She hasn't observed it yet.Huh...
MeiSean.Try your best tomorrow.Calm it down.
Click
here to my friendster.Add me up : )
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Dumbness @ 10:09 PM
Ooopppps..Miracle happened for Sri Sentosa.
I really want to fuck the judges!!!
Sohai Soham Fuck Jibai ChouHai!!!
Whatever vulgarity words I want to diu the judges and also the debaters of Sri Sentosa.
They have no value for it!
I despise Sri Sentosa.TsunJin.You are always the best.
I really speechless of what're happened.
U N W I L L I N G
Life is turning up-side-down.
I was fucking emotional today.
I want to tear all my papers off.
I wrote lots of bad works in my work.
I passed up it too teacher straight too.
No such mood for blogging.
I passed up this for teacher.
FUCK : )
Is there any flat here?I want to jump.
J U M P & D I E .
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Misunderstandings @ 2:28 PM
don't let go.
I've wanted this far too long.
Took lrt with KeXin, SongHao and BoonKai.We waited for the guys for fucking long time.They did their stuffs like snail.KeXin told me how the guys zilian and mad and stupid.I think so.I went to buy some drink.The staff made it for so long time.SongHao said,''walauehh.This white drink made us waited for so long time.''xD.Guys are supposed to be like that.We always reminded them to follow us at behind..Hehhh.They agreed.I wanted to swing.But some Indians boys were swinging...='=Quite funny today.I like.*Grin*
Had our breakfast in canteen.Sammy asked me to copy his father's signature.WTF*Finally,she decided to pass up the application letter on Monday.ZheXin joined us too.JunYang has misconstrued us.Fuck lols :)It's impossible kays?Actually if he is not so irritating,he'll become a gentleman.It's really lols.I talked less to them today.I don't dare to speak out anything.xD.
I saw him today.*BigWideSmile*
you're not that easy to forget.
maybe time simply hollows a person out until the ache fades
Just all for today.
I find that I ❤ you.
Friday, April 11, 2008
I can be alone @ 9:27 PM
♥ I can be alone. I can watch a sunset on my own.
Ooh.Many problems about friendship pop out and extend.
I really feel sorry about it.No idea about it.
I gossip with others about her and backstab her.
I know this is an action of bitch.I'm the bitch.kay?
I told her that our problems should be solved.
I didn't say any sorry to her.I think that if I say sorry,others will think me in a sham way.
I feel that I'm pretending too.
But I tell myself.I'm really want to calm it down.
But who causes it happened?It's me.Bitch.
In secondary school life.I've cheated in exam.
I took my book out and copied straight the answers.
Then I grabbed my neighbors' paper and copied it.
Actually teacher has observed us cheating.But he was nothing.
I didn't pay attention is Kh lesson at all.
It's damn boring when teacher is teaching.
Teacher always jots down the notes on the board and his handwriting is very messy.
I prefer chit-chat with friends than jot down his useless note.
There are too many heartfelt to note down.
But brain storage is small,can't contain too much of memories.
Sorry.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Hold me tight @ 4:38 PM
you are my sunshine
and i know that when the sun goes down
you will still be there for me
My network speed is freaking slow.
Thanks to my stupid.brainless dad.I feel that it is necessary to fuck him.
Better he disappears now. Immediately!
He watched Youtube videos for days.So my lovely computer get detected virus.
It affects my mood!I have to wait so long to view a page.
Arghs.Whatthefuck!
you filled a spot in my ♥
i didnt even know was empty
Dad woke me up today to chengmeng.Hate it much.
Had two eggs and milo for breakfast.Not enough.
I finished my breakfast in hurry because we were late.
Then shifted to fetch my grandpa.We woke him up. lols.
He asked me many vapid questions.I kept answering 'I don't know'.xD.
♥ is like a movie:
you can play it,
you can stop it,
but the one thing you cant do
is rewind
I visited three graves today.
I helped them to colour the words on the gravestone.It's amusing.
But I did it for very long time.
The sun shone fucking bright there.My sweat ran down like raindrops.
BehTahan.Uncle asked me to trim the weeds on the grave.*Shivering*
My shoe is full of silts.Yuck.
I discovered something eerie.I'm going to tell my buddies tomorrow.
They must be shaken.
the people that make you cry
aren't worth your tears
but the one special person
that is worth your tears
would never make you cry
when i see you smile
i wonder if you ever smile
because of me
there's only one happiness in life
to ♥ and to be ♥
i will fall in ♥ again;
as long as it's you that trips me the feelings inside her ♥ for youare way more valuable than anything else Just all for today.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Refresh my soul. @ 9:30 PM
you can fake it for a while.
bite your tongue and smile.
Mun asked me to go Jusco.
I seldom go there so I argued with her. So lousy is Jusco.
I was forced and pissed off. Well. I followed her unwillingly.
Speechless & disagreeable faces in car.
Listened to music to calm down my mood.
Stunned in car. But I don't know what did I stun about.
In conclusion, I'm HELPLESS.
you're the closest thing to perfect,
but the farthest thing from me.
Had lunch in Nando's. Quite cheap there.
But Kenny Rogers is much better. The chicken is damn salty.
There were just two side dishes. The salad is bad tasting.
Perhaps my appetite is not good enough..my mood is lousy too.
I was very full there.
Mushroom soup + Lemon coke + 1/4 quarter chicken meal.
Finally, I didn't finish the chicken.
My harvests are not enough today. Just a few stuffs.
A BROS bottle. Some photos. A swimsuit.
we're just teenage kids
with dreams that are just too big.
Mum reminded me gonna to visit my forerunners' grave next morning.
Yuck. I dislike it much. Hot and tired there.
Gonna to wear long sleeve T-shirt and trousers because of mosquitoes.
I reluctant to wear my trousers tomorrow.
I refused to go there. But she said, 'No way'.
stay with me. you're the one that I need.
you make the hardest things seem easy.
Just ''cloistered'' in front of computer just now.
Edited pictures. Edited Layout. Spent lots of time with it.
I wasn't ready for the words you chose when you said goodbye, or how suddenly the roads could close between your life and mine.
Smile doesn't mean happy at all for me.
Take care.Don't care about it anymore.
Friday, April 4, 2008
Big Mistake. @ 7:17 PM
many things happened. fuckheads surround me.
I was pissed off. Fuck* I kept many secrets.
I'm not supposed to tell others.But I've told them.
I always leave the gang alone after having lunch.
It's no points to stay there anymore. Who can I trust?
No doubt, no one.
Memories. my work.my stuffs.She's chubby in exact. Went school as usual these days, seldom talked with them.
Wandered to anywhere. Stay outside is better than sit inside.
Thanks for shane. fish. They are always being here with me.
what happened actually? : )
Friends are ? good in acting.
just conceal their reality. hate you deeply.
life is so fuck up.i really don't know what've you become.
this kind of behaviors such like kinder gardeners. Childish.
You gossiped with others. I know u DID. two-faced-human.
I'm moron.
I think things in my own way.
If you hate it.tell me. leave me if you want.
We all share the pain of our histories, but the ache goes away, if you could see. This night under the stars, well, I call it peace, if you say, I'll never need more than this. The trees grow so thick you can barely see through but the forest bestows the simplest of truths. You think you'll be happy if granted one more wish, but the truth is you'll never need more,you'll never need more, you'll never need more than this.
i don't know why i get this feeling, its so confusing.this feeling is unexplainable and i don't get why i get it explain this to mewhy does it feel, so perfect when we're togetherbut, when we go, our seperate waysit seems like you are better off with them,your other bffstell me why i have this feeling of hatred,broken,sick that makes me give upon everything we have, our friendship,and the way i control my feelings over you.
I can just say,'' Sorry '' .
went for inno's party and gossiped with meiyien a lot.
detected something in our conversation.
something you think it is supposed to be like that.
but.remember. u think only.
it's raining now. xD
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Retarded @ 6:41 PM
I has been making a fatal mistake.♥ you is such a big mistake.Can't be forgiven.Is it an immortal? No : )♥ is not colourful actually.
My shoes are wet and full of water inside.
It has been raining for 3 hours. Huh='=
My bus was late.We waited there and get wet.
WTF*I gazed on him. He is freaking cute.
I'm such a failure. I know this for long time ago.
His coconut hair appeared after get wet. xD.I saw it!
MingFeng played his hair.I laughed straightly.
He looked at me and confusing why the girl laughed like that.
So embarrassed. xD.
MunSheng and I were extremely hyper today.
We kept laughing for the models that she made.
She is really an expert on making this.
Teacher asked us to stop laughing. But we still laughing.
She was speechless too.
Ohh. She told me that she just fooled me.
Actually I've prepared to accept this truth.
But I seemed very down and can't pretend to forget it.
My heart has been breaking into thousand pieces...
Could you remember our memories
♥I'm taking all your memories off the shelf.
& I don't need you or anybody else
Even if we never talk again,
remember that I'm forever changed by who you are
& what you meant to me.
Since the day we met,
i knew youd be kinda hard to forget.
I leave them straightly.
Just kept going to hall. It's my way.
Sorry to my friends.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
April Fool @ 10:28 PM
Hold me tight.
Read my mind and stare at me.
It's really enough
♥Lame.Me in a ''petite'' mirror.
April fool is freaking lame.Nothing surprised.
Actually I seldom celebrate April Fool ♥
Ehh. Err?Did I trick by people today? Seemed No.
Shane and Fish told me something.
I don't know whenever is it true.I hope so.My heart was grinning.
I just pretend to be nothing.But I still suspect that it is faked.
They just tricked me and fool me in April fool. ♥Illusion♥ again*
Saw you but I was choosing to hide. Prevent to avoid you. xD.
Stomach was fucking pain in morning.
Ate pills and the pain was reducing. But it affected my mood #@#
The mind was spinning around when I was walking. Fainted.
He just ignored me when I kept asking something. Erherm : )
It is fucking weird.
The more you don't let me know.The much I want to know.
♥My kh project is so ugly. Knooty when doing it.
The hammer knocked my fingers often. WTF* Ouch : )
Did something freaking lame today with Shane. Woots*
Knocked a lot of steel pins into the table. I'm the winner actually.
What we have knocked. It's top secret ♥
Painted it just now.Wasted my time much.
Zzzz..Nicer.. xD.
P.S:// Just pretended stomach pain there.
whose didn't go there. It's your pleasure.