Sunday, March 23, 2008
Debate.Just purple.
Oh.What I've done are so disappointing..Someone tried to conceal for me.
But did she think about what I feel.
Despite what has she done help me much and prevent me from looking down by others.
But actually i prefer you all know the truth and i am not going to act.
I can stay away from those suffers.
Life is troublesome and complicated.
And also very repugnant.
What do you want or what have you lost.You'll try your best to grasp it.
But even you own it.You'll not appreciate it at all anymore.
Why does this principle come out?
What does it for?
But did she think about what I feel.
Despite what has she done help me much and prevent me from looking down by others.
But actually i prefer you all know the truth and i am not going to act.
I can stay away from those suffers.
Life is troublesome and complicated.
And also very repugnant.
What do you want or what have you lost.You'll try your best to grasp it.
But even you own it.You'll not appreciate it at all anymore.
Why does this principle come out?
What does it for?
What I've promised to her.I didn't live up to it.
Actually i could.But I didn't work hard.
I always give many reasons to myself.
Reasons=A fairy tale for myself.
Try to get rid off something that you hate.
But when we face to it.And solve it?Many problems must be solved.
And one should be on the initiative.
To make sure what's going on.
I admit that I always become volunteer to something.
But many people will deem that.''You are just acting to be great in front.''
WTF* Although this is my opinion to someone always.
Actually i could.But I didn't work hard.
I always give many reasons to myself.
Reasons=A fairy tale for myself.
Try to get rid off something that you hate.
But when we face to it.And solve it?Many problems must be solved.
And one should be on the initiative.
To make sure what's going on.
I admit that I always become volunteer to something.
But many people will deem that.''You are just acting to be great in front.''
WTF* Although this is my opinion to someone always.
Many targets surrounding me now.I want to achieve it.First off.There is a problem between me and her.There's a ''storyline'' between us.
I cut off my friendship with someone.Then,me and her hate her much.And always talk bad about her.But now we be friends again.Then ''her'' hates me.And she considers that I was just acting in front of her before.Wow.Wtf* Chinese's proverb. Fish and bear's paw.Can't be owned in a same position and time too.Is this true?Ooops..Knotty..
Besides that.I'm prohibited to play computer from now.Even touch it or stand near from it.But now.I'm still here.They all went out.My maid and I and my sister stay in house.I'm the biggest and I'm the landlord.No one can stop me.It's great.But it's nothing if I stop playing computer from now too.Because I really need someone to control me lest I stay far from safe side.I've lost anything I should own.Maybe someone thinks it's awesome.But this is just for her/him.What I want almost.No one knows.I hate myself.Despite I promised anything.But I didn't make it good.
I always confront other with a silly expression.All my friends know too.I really very happy when I be with them.Friends are a treasury.Although I didn't cherish it much before.I think many nonsense when I'm alone.They bring fun for me..''BigWideSmile''
No any purple from now on.End up all of those blue!