[L]i [V]ern's Blog

Im not belonged to anyone as well

2009-03-17T19:52:00.002+08:00

as the title :(

i insist on my own character and appearance. going to fyoong's house tomorrow. maybe hanging out with jiahuey tomorrow. maybe having a fantastic dinner in Jogaya on this Saturday. maybe visiting hoiyan on this Thursday.

we bumped into each other at the dark street, we faced with each other so silently, we talked to each other so soundlessly, we kissed with each other so passionately, we missed each other so continuously.

we love each other. and i'll stop my love ... lifeless =)

OoO 12o3

2009-03-12T19:25:00.009+08:00

OMG. my life goes cuckoo recently. results are not satisfied, i still haven't got my history and english paper. i have so much confidence to both of them (:

on Valentine's Day.

my maths result is really sooo disappointing. i did fucking lot careless and i scored 69. seriously, i don't deserve it. i aimed it for 80. ohgosh (((* proudly, i only got one wrong in 20 objective questions. teacher said i was freaking careless. so accidentally !

geography : 98 *highest, proud
chinese : 84 *omg, it's too low
malay : not to mention (: i did freaking lotsa mistakes too.
Science : 83, i counted wrong the value of resistence!

p.s// btw, all of them are not PMR subjects. so don't fuck my maths result.

PMR, i aim for straight As, it is not so difficult compared to UEC. easy jobs. *screwme*

... and, i'm proud of being private school students.

sooory, i'm so lazy to reply the tags. eunice, thanks for inviting me to your private blogg ):

and, a late birthday wish to

Tan Choon Pong one o9o3 (: officially turning to fifteen ? sure i'll give you some surprise.

Haoliim on 14o3. sure you are so surprised with our presents !

i'm so in love with Bella Lullaby.

Cheers !

2009-02-21T17:12:00.003+08:00

update soon (: stay tune ! seriously i'm freaking busy nowadays.

2009-01-31T15:05:00.025+08:00

Just back from Medan. i think i probably would miss out hell a lot of the trip. the consequences of the trip are wrong and pictures are more than words !

Green Hill 28-01-09
stayed a night there. had a leisure walk around the residence (: does short hair suit me ? please comment in the cbox.

Evening

Night

went out 'mamak restaurant' to have our dinner (: wooi, all curry meats. curry chicken, curry beef, curry fish, curry lamb, curry vegetable -_- couldn't stand for it.

medan's people usually drink it -_-

grocery shop's logo

the street's scene :)

Green Hill - Temple - 29-01-09
morning

seriously wasn't in mood of camwhoring because had a terrible stomachace !

my eyes were absolutely small. haven't got ready then shot -_-
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and spot at the DOG ! extremely alike lion (:

GIGANTIC guanyin : D

Hill Park - 29-01-09

stomach was stumbling and i almost died. just took a rest there alone and people went around.

Sweet Home -31-01-09

the memorable moments were just a few and i would like to skip many of them (: arrived LCCT this morning and bought DAIM ! dad bought two bars of cigrattes and two branded wine. He said he just used the wine to decorate our new house. wtf -_- mom bought Elizaberth Arden's lipgros. i have 5 packets of DAIM ! *bigwidesmile*

Duty Free Shop

pointed at them (: ! i'm so excited with them!

So obviously im that kind of egoistic person because i didn't post out those pictures which don't have my face ! lol. pointed at me (: seriously i'm fucking tired now but repugnantly i can't fall asleep. a few episodes of GEM OF LIFE which i have to go on soon.

i miss the big house. i miss the uncles aunties. i miss all the services. IN MEDAN :)

and i have been improved hell a lot. i didn't camwhore myself ! (:

Continuously angpau please come (: it's not difficult to archieve the total amount of RM 1000 !

Bye. xoxo (:

Medan (:

2009-01-27T16:17:00.009+08:00

We arrived in medan yesterday morning (: just had a very grand lunch with abalone, hoisum etc. the house is very elegant with its interior design and it has 5 maids and a driver. *bigwidesmile* medan's malays usually get very low salary for their working, i think.

due to my sister is keep disturbing me now and i have to go now.

Giong xi Fat Chai to everyone :)

HCNY (:

2009-01-25T17:13:00.014+08:00

hey peeps ( : it has been a freaking long time since my last update.

today is chinese new year's eve lol. CNY : ) had reunion dinner certainly. went to grandma's house and met up aunties' family. Lims' reunion dinner is delectable but random. although there weren't many people in grandma's house, but i enjoyed it too ! all family members stay tuned in 2009 !

random & lovely !

then we went to tianhougong temple to worship. bought a lamb horn comb -_- had some praying and camwhoring. but less. the paper said my luck in 2009 wasn't good and two more papers followed up until it showed good! i wasn't superstitious lol.

lol. my turn to camwhore (:

too white i think -_- faked.

finally i have two ear holes (:

had a flight to medan of indonesia tomorrow. will be there about 5 days. considering which subjects' books are supposed to bring there. HCY !

I LOVE DAIM CHOCOLATE !

Sasaki Freako :D

2009-01-03T12:33:00.014+08:00

LOL. Lims went to Sasaki Japanese Buffect Restaurant to have our dinner last night. i was awfully full there. i went to get my food for 6 turns but usually people get for 10 turns majority. Wasted !

then followed up with some desserts : ) fruits, cheese cakes, jelly cup, ice cream etc.

Finally, I want to go there again so badly ! school reopen soon. nenilelibubu :D seriously i'll less online and concentrate in study. PMR -_-

Bye.

Last Day

2008-12-31T18:03:00.004+08:00

miss my long long fringe so badly : D

Stare & Glance on the last day of December !

31 st of December 2008 is gonna end.

i was fucking cut my fringe -_- damn it ! the end of the year was lame and boring. Watched 'Bedtime Stories' with unknowns. Fucked up in the whole chill -_- Screwed bad words so silently and walked so uncomfortable (because of wearing skirt) but at least, i received many messages and untung RM 30 from my mum accidentally.

Went The Mines but ended up so fucking depressed. I couldn't settle in myself in those unknowns. I was not awful, but don't like to join those unknowns in strange environment. Luckily some old friends and tuition friends talked to me. Like fed up during in cinema. Sat with a long time old buddy in the most left side. but gang was all in the middle. damn it -_-

The Mines sucks ! Hate going there. Fed fishes in the condo. No fire-crackers. Received calls and talking craps.

I HATE MY FRINGE SO SERIOUSLY !

Your hold is permanent and unbreakable. Never doubt it.

I'm fine : D

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2008-12-29T16:12:00.004+08:00

my legs like 'cracked' -_-

my lips were thick. due to the asam laksa, spicy grilled fish.

being here is something very hesitated. i care for visitors, i care for the quantities of messages in the cbox, i care for absolutely many things =) but it didn't work out. damn pissed off in my real life. rags bother me endlessly. i face internet and real life in two different mind : ) nobody wants to be annoyed in the internet right ? just find a silent place to reveal my bad things. but sometime, people are still nagging and stabbing you. even jealous too. made me down =)

went to sabah on 19th. the problem was the organizer. btw, i didn't have the mood to stay in Sabah startly. i hate going to my own country's places. low class. and i hate being in plane. the ears were plugged and suffered. the seats were damn straight. everything plain but bad =)

facing 29th, it's so fast. but we still don't appreciate time. really very reluctant to give up some activities like sticking my buttock and facing internet. watching movies until midnight. public exams, preliminary examination, people relationship and stuffs are so fucked up.

owww . i didn't do anything. *like*

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T18:09:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year =)

Movie freako

2008-12-14T01:49:00.008+08:00

lol -_- looked freaking dumb.

see ! my psp theme is twilight one ! *bigwidesmile*

i'm playing this game through my psp ! retarded hor ?

do you know the ruin and flight of the living dead are 5 stars horror movie?

I've finished watching them !

lol, it was fucking disgusting with all the scenes of those horror movie, made me yelling so badly. the legs get chopped down, some unique worms went into human's body, people cut theirselve to get out the worms, zombie's poison infected by every passengers one by one, people's eyes become yellow in colour, the dead bodies anywhere. the movies full of blood. what the hell i am watching ? i screamed ! stupid zombies ! yuck !

lol -_-someone's annoying !

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2008-12-11T21:28:00.006+08:00

do i look indolent?

forced to go UKAY construction site with parents and grandma. thanks for grandma fried rice breakfast aye and i love you forever. my eyes were not fully opened and my hair was not straight on the way. just burned daylight when we reached there because we were forbidden to go in. then we went to take a look our new suite.

PERTAMA RESIDENCY *

practice *a few minutes* piano and then took a nap. i haven't eaten dinner and i'm fucking hungry. im still *highing* with SupermassiveBlackHole ! bye : D

SupermassiveBlackHole

2008-12-10T20:13:00.008+08:00

so i obviously i put base. lol

Oh baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh baby can't you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?

Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(sucked into the supermassive)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Supermassive Black Hole by Muse

ugly facial features .

Oh my god. the song makes my mind spinning around, my head turning around, my hands shaking continuously. it's getting me mad. it's awesome and mesmeric! lol ! i made the volume to highest and shouted like hell there! it's the soundtrack during the cullens playing baseball. accompanied with cute jasper, gorgeous alice, hot skinny edward, generous carlisle... woots ! i'm almost fainted now lol !

skipped piano class yesterday with reason of 'uncomfortable'. i was so full of illness yesterday. im so harassed with loads of piano theories and practical.

lols. the landslide news was so hot as known. our new house was constructed there so we have to get back our money and search for new BIG house. heehs :D *eventually*

and i've finally done

NEW MOON by Stephanie Meyer

the ending is quite nice and i really can't stand with JacobBlack's vexing. maybe he can't be described as vexing, just i usually skipped his part and jumped to track cullens. i'm not a fine reader, though. i really can't imagine when edward finds volturi. new moon film comes faster!

i wanna revel in something. any ?

HappyBelatedBirthdayToMyFather.
had Secret Recipe cake just now<3>

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2008-12-08T02:04:00.011+08:00

a very good midnight to everyone. now is 2.06 a.m. it's raining now.

not going into details in we were separated accident in class -.- lol

we chilled in many places such as delifrance, wongkok, vietnam kitchen and others but ended up having our lunch in secret recipe and talked a lot of funny craps there. we lated for the movie. i didn't mean to be upset because i've been watching it twice fornightly. despite i watched it before, but the scene that james broke bella's leg, i'm still so frustrated. the kissing part is always most adorable one.

after finished the movie, we wandered around in leisure mall and found twilight collection in popular. lol, stephanie meyer's series were all sold out. then we met my parents, oh. skipped that embarrasing part. lol. later on we had our dinner in sushi king. lastly, we went to pasar malam nearby my house. bought some dvds there.

and totally i'm rocking into

Rolling Love

in these few days. boredoms gone ! nenilelibubu !

My mum sniffed at my idea of becoming an airhostess. i know i'm not in height
(insert the name) stop showing fuck face to me. you're brainless and retarded. %#$@$^& why should i scold you eh ?
my usb cable is being so lame nowadays ! screw you soon.
shit, i haven't done any revision yet.

footprints rock!

THE END .

Drama freako

2008-12-06T13:35:00.007+08:00

Hi peeps : D my holidays suck. nothing to do at all. no laughter, no happiness, no exciting. Everything didn't clockwork. So i do nothing, i revise nothing, i go nowhere. Speechless. i've wasted many bucks on getting cab. about rm50 in this week. astonished ?

Erm, i'm currently watching (*~*)

Mystery_Incredible_Terminator
The Clue Collector

by aaron yanyalun, guigui, xiaogui, fanfan, luyanting (...go on)

This staring makes me starting to admire Aaron. he's just so cute and hot. Awesome! A different drama comparing with others. Staring about fiction, some horror added. love ? little. So far. Now already broadcasting 5 episodes. 5 games. 11 more episodes to go on. it's so excited when seeing both of them kissing. *highly recommend it*

*why does he so handsome ? Engaged ! Fascinated !

And ...

Miss No Good (x

by wilbert pan, rannie yang, tengwhatding, dengyanxi
(sorry, i don't know the names further)

Something i would like to screw myself. i only mention that wilbert pan's lips are thick, but not sexy in this drama. rannie yang's faked sound is really disgusting and annoying. i can't stand for it. i was so depressed with it. so serious you know ? but the storyline isn't bad. at least i cried for times if i didn't get wrong. the soundtracks are nice too.

* Once in a while, let me indulged in these taiwan dramas to kill boredoms.

[p.s] later on, what i should watch later ? recommend me some (x

my latest idol ! aaron ! tonnes of love to him : D

she's adorable too !

melancholy rhythm's flowing. nobody has just signed in.

ciaos !

Tagged by huiyen !

2008-11-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

8 Facts / Stuffs about me :

Love Robbert Pattinson so badly <3
Addicted with Twilight Collection (Since Twilight Film)
Already abandoned this blog for a freaking long time.
Not really happy, mood sucks now. life is so dramatic.
C902 is the phone model.
Im moneyless now.
Love Charmaine Sheh.
Hope to be a belle, but not be together with the Beast.

10 people I would tag :

Anyone who would like to do it.

Twilight . Pattinson's hot !

2008-11-30T21:12:00.001+08:00

OMG ! Twilight is too awesome ! Both of the actors Bella and Edward are gorgeous too. So sexy and I grabbed the shot of them kissing ! I've read all of the plot summary of Twilight. New Moon. Eclipse. Breaking Dawn. New Moon is going to be finished. OhMyGod. They will have an engagement. Bella will give birth to a immortal child too ! But the episode two Edward will leave Bella for awhile to keep her safe. And...Bella requests him to make love before changing to vampire. Edward refused, but come out with an opinion ' They could only make love if they marry. ' OMG ! Collens agree eventually ! But what I feel quite sad is Bella will become a vampire coming soon. But in the conclusion of Breaking Dawn, their child 'Rosenee' will live together peacefully with them !

Not really scary about this movie. Romantic is what I conclude it. The sceneries from the shot of trees and sea are so facsinated! The only scene which is ridiculous is James broke Bella's leg. WhatTheFuck ! Ended up Edward sucking Bella's blood. He couldn't stop sucking but his father warned him lol. Bella really wishes to be a vampire I think. She wants to be with Edward forever, Edward is sexy with his skinny figure, but don't you think he is too white ? OhGosh, he plays piano. Victoria will appear in Eclipse but finally get vanished. Jacob is a so-called wolf vampire too.

im talking creeps : D

By the way, Summit Entertainment is starting the shoting of 'New Moon'. I'll wait the day. Midnight sun is gonna to be published too, i think. <3

Went on foot

2008-11-02T19:30:00.017+08:00

hello peeps ! i got a parkson voucher from my mum and we decided to go pavilion in a split second. we simply ate our lunch and took a cab to pavilion. some more jiahuey said she wanted to go star hill. could you imagine both of us two teenagers were just wearing short tees and short pants, how embarassing with such a 'simple' costume we wore to pavilion ?!? we nagged along with our custome, we saw an annoying lady looked down at us too. omgwtflol !

we wandered around to chill : D went into roxy shop but ended up with nothing. moneyless lol ! we are just teenagers! xD. in a jiffy, we bought high school musical 3 tickets and some junk foods. quite speechless with the movie storyline. i missed the first two episodes of movie, they could suddenly pop out and sing so enjoyable. by the way, vanessa is awesome. Gorgeous lady, and they kissed. woots ! but the songs are fabulous.

in the cab !

BTW, I LOOK UGLY AND RETARDED TODAY !

they we fooled around but no gains. heehs. we walked to sungei wang and it was a drizzle. it was really an ideal teenage life to go anywhere by our foots. the freedom you own at the moment was so precious. so lovable. we went rambling in sungei wang around and bought a long tees. jiahuey said she suffocated in sungei wang because there was crowded and full of lala -.-

we walked to time square to have some dessert. i had a jamond almond fudge in baskins 31 robbins and camwhore a lot there. and walked back to hang tuah lrt station -.- thanks for jiahuey fetching me back home. we really went on foot too much today, exhausted. im bankrap now too lol !

we planned to wear properly, at least formal - to pavilion next time again ! ciao !

p.s // we met peishan unexpectedly. it was raining now too.

*some news leaked out soon lol .

Neglected

2008-11-01T22:41:00.003+08:00

Since my blog had less visitors. I had neglected it due to less visitors. Sometimes we don't have the motive or effort to work because no repay. People usually think like that lol, right ?

i overslept this morning due to my sister clamored continuously last night until 4 am. I couldn't bear it and went down my room continued sleeping. when my alarm rang at 5:30 a.m, I switched it off but forgot to wake up. Such a faint at the moment. Speechless. Got up when the sky turned azure. omgwtflol. It was already 7:21 a.m. Kinda helpless and kept begging my dad to fetch me go catholic. but he was still sleeping like shit there. Annoying !

Get entangled with my mind about 5 minutes. And decided to take a cab to catholic high school straightly. my mind was struggled on the way to chs. kept calling the teammates but nobody answered because phone talking not be allowed in class session. so ended up with i was the earliest who reached chs.

People stared at me and i hate the strange feelings. thanks yewjiahuey because she told the cab driver chs address. I think i could own more freedom like this in the future. I have to adapt myself from now on.

Maybe going to watch Highschool Musical 3 tomorrow with yewjiahuey.

Bye, loves :D

My 14th belated birthday

2008-10-18T19:15:00.025+08:00

i celebrated my birthday in imperial restaurant last night with my twelve buddies and several of relatives, father's business partners, etc. 110 people presented ! my lovely guests were meisean, cheeyung, hoiyan, yeomi, fyoong, meiyien, jiahuey, peishan, jinfund, mickey, zhexin and chunkiat. thanks a lot for attending !

p.s //
my friends were damn punctual, but some else too early reached there.
dinner started very late, due to still many guests haven't reached.
the one sat beside me was wearing the gown let me speechless and talking the words let me dumbness.
the foods were too much, i didnt have appetite. really unexpectedly.

not going into details, pictures talk.

speechless, big buttock : P

zhexin, mickey and me !

PICTURE OF THE DAY !

both of us with an uberly kid =)

obvious again, so short is mickey.

the anonymous -.- meisean, cheeyung and me

his height is increasing -.-

triple gang =p=p

obviously, short mickey and dark jiahuey :D

me and jinfund =)

PRESENT ROCKS !

present ! resonance ?

from chunkiat and zhexin : D

voodoos from fyoong. take care =)

cards. full with wishes ...

an expired decoration coke ! from cheeyung, cute !

the notebook, the towel from yeomi, mickey and cheeyung.
the hand decorated photo frame from coffee !
the decoration thingy from hoiyan !

uberly cute ! mushroom light !
from meiyien, puimee, khaileng and haoliim.

from yeomi, mickey and cheeyung .

disney cups from cheeyung !

1019 stars (the most precious one)
from my best buddy, meisean ! motha !

from jinfund i think -.-

from jinfund and peishan.
with music when turning around =)

looked damn cute elephant from choonpong !

thanks for all the cute presents ! my result is getting worse, wtflol !
thanks for yentheng's wishes !

dedicated to petpet !

2008-10-14T20:34:00.003+08:00

oh no, yewjiahuey is too cute ! damn fucking cute! im quite speechless her. she sent me two messages about she wanted to come to my house, then asked me to call her. then ended with nothing, she said she wanted to go tuition. okay fine !

some more very dumbness, yewjiahuey said she wanted to wear bikini to my birthday dinner. well, okay fine. i don't mind you be the focus on the dinner. then we make a molest party, you are the main character. wtflol -.- you're too cute.

by the way, 19th of october is my birthday =) in imperial restaurant. twelve buddies are gonna sitting with me in a dinner, celebrating my birthday with me, cheering and gossiping together. oh, fabulous ! yewjiahuey asked me to blog, so i blog.

holidays ing. quite boring. IMFAO -.- i blog less. i know. i know my blog tending to boring. i have emotion to delete it. chinvoon said no ! okay then .

just all. bye.

im in a mess

2008-09-28T02:06:00.003+08:00

i'm so tired. i wanna leave here to be well prepared.
exam's approaching. i'm still in a mess.

fucked up -.-

my life seemed so complicated, everything don't work like a clockwork.
sometime i know i'm stubborn, but it's my way to live.
you can't change my mind or even anything.
i kinda have to stop, even i know i should not.
do you know how long have i pretended?

p.s : //

exam dropped on 8th of october
my birthday's approaching. remember my birthday received on 19th of october
new handphone gonna be received in october
many holidays are dropped in october
gonna have a trip to taiwan in december
the whole month of november preparing for debate competition
plans . many thingy followed up ...

this is the sort of simple de schedule : )
that isn't usually to pass our exam with flying colours, i mean.
if im satisfied with it, i'll nod my head, so do my parents.
they can't offer me to do what they aim, just encourage me.
im mean right now, i know.

i seemed to forget my blogfriends, actually im not.
just kinda busy and lazy, to reply your taggies ...

do it soon, night.

now is 2.20 am. wowowwww.

MULIUBING !

2008-09-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

im so passinated with love novels nowadays.

You don't get through it .

2008-09-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

People always conceal themselves to maintain their own image.
The human beings in 21st century, so basically, they were born like that.
A different condition or situation molds a different figure. Depends to the background.
Actually you guys consider that my character is always the same and no change.
But actually my disposition hasn't got seen clearly. You don't get through it easy, girls .
I figure out something . I've already tired to face the problem between us.
You always show me your fuck face, of cause you could deny it.
I don't want you exist , I don't want your fucking footprints step in my life.
It's so annoying.

Some more I always nag to anyone. God is quite unfair to girls and boys.
God seemed treat boys much better, they always didn't deserve what girls have.
Girls are almost so fucked off by their life.
When I face to some disgusting situation, I show fuck face too.
Why do I conceal what had happened to me? So do boys, because boys exist.
Ahh, they offend girls eyes. Of cause, the opinion dedicated to someone only.

I love some of them, they treat me so far so good.
I appreciate <3 I'm not bastard, I know what happened.
I know what should I do.
I'm falling to something and I feel sort of disappointed to myself nowadays.
I don't have any mood to face the assignments. I sleep, but I can't fall asleep.
No choice, I don't have choice.
Focus on something, what? destination, any?

I could do anything randomly, ignore the conclusion.
Enjoy the process and don't care anything.
Things had to care, faces had to care, images had to care, family had to care, friends had to care, result had to care.
But I'm unwilling to care, but I have to care.

Bull Shit, just all the update.

i'll reply all the tag one day .

F + S

2008-09-08T20:16:00.004+08:00

our awesome display picture.
childish fucker and sucker .

so i'm going to prove it.
click to enlarge : D

S - Sucker .
F - Fucker.
Both of us, so mean, and meaningful.

our handwriting.
the green turtle is her signature.
some messy handwriting is mine.
just a kind deal to promise each other. until forever .

friends are anything. fucker stands for me. sucker stands for her.
fucker and sucker symbolize both of us.
thanks for the bestowing of god.
i love you, i'll learn hard to appreciate you, and our everlasting our friendship.

i know, true love lasts forever until we end our life.
it's just immortal, worthless.

fucker loves sucker,
suckers loves fucker too.

the rude words aren't rude.

cuckoo. be soon .

2008-08-31T10:30:00.000+08:00

will be updated soon : D

IdealTeenage life

2008-08-25T19:26:00.006+08:00

school reopened already. gossiped with yeomi in the whole day : ) planning to stay overnight with me NextYear, am i imagining too far? i've been asking others to visit my new 5 * studio since we've bought it. *repeatedly ! just you know, i'm so expect to have an adorable teenage life with my buddies. so many plans i've made before, but so far hasn't achieved any one of it.

*after finish any stuffs, take a cab to lrt station and monorail too. then walk together to Pavilion! carry our bag along the wandering. so cool.

*due to the studio has a jacuzzi, so we wanna bath together ! : D awww -.-

*due to the studio has a damn huge mirror, needa camwhore !

*we have to stay there for a week i think, then we have to contact the room service to have our meal. wash our clothes with the provided washing machine ! ... ...

still have loads of planning. small maths test today. OMGWTF ! i was damn curious with the questions. snatched my head straight la, due to the lack revision. laziness bothers me always ! i hope i could score 10 / 20. see, i'm not that greedy ! thanks to yeomi! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! you promised to get me some handmade cakes !

i'll make myself less online. i figured out many problems i haven't settled down. i have to do fully revision to achieve! exam's approaching - followed with my birthday ! 19th of oct 2008 ! awww -

i'm full of longing with it. hold me tight !

here my new studio. Fully furniture provided!

Pertama Residency Designer Suites is a reflection of your distinctive choice. Its practical floor layout offers maximum space utilization. With advanced Wi-Fi access, a magnificent view of the city and the soothing massage of your private jacuzzi, it is an oasis of supreme comfort; a gateway from the outside world. Come on over and live it up today!

i was so passionated with it : D

Thank You Dinner

2008-08-22T20:41:00.023+08:00

my blog hasn't dead! lacking energy these days. i was being so slouchy. thank you dinner of J2A concert last night. jinying, khaileng, meiyien, yeomi and haoliim went to my house. all of them were so crazed with my lovely sister : D ahaha, i took a very brief nap and met wanjing at petrol station. so sorry, i was late !

when it was still a sunny day, we went to wander around. i like the moment, everyone was happy and didn't have to care what was going to happen later on. Adorable : D we took lot of pictures too. ahaha ! we had steamboat ! unexpectedly, i didn't have appetite to get more. so i missed carjun's cake.

so what did i do in the these few days? i kept watching Moonlight Presence to kill my boredoms. so far i've cried for three times due to the impressive storyline. *highly recommend it . loads of assignments still waiting me... goshh ( x

lazy to type much. let the pictures talk : )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHING KAR JUN !

sorry for the silly poser : D
because they said they wanted a charming pose. so ...
Zzzz . . .

My turn to camwhore : D

i love it. the light !

just all !

TAGGED by Yentheng : D

2008-08-17T22:48:00.016+08:00

1. A picture of you in the most unique environment.

Describe the environment.

the whole gang on the track : D
we didn't look to the camera, our poses were retarded.
*2008 sport day

2. A picture of you at somewhere you dislike.

Describe why you dislike that place.

we were in the lift (x
i hate it if it's crowded. everyone does too.

3. A picture of you with someone that means a lot to you.

Who is that person and what that person did to you before ?

all of them.
make my life tending to colorful : (

4. A picture of you with your best smile ( mouth open )
Why were you smiling ?

it was not the best smile.

* my mouth opened, observed it?

5. A picture of you with your best smile ( mouth closed )
Were you posing or natural smiling ?

natural lols : D

6. A picture of you with your lamest pose.
Give this picture a caption.

my hand's position was so weird.

i blurred it already. ahaha.

7. A picture of you with a person that stands on the top of your heart :
Is that person treating you like how you are treating him/her ?

all of them also : D

8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff :
What are you with ?

erherm *x
could my nike bag counted as a 'cute stuff'?

9. A picture of you in white shirt :
Why were you wearing white instead of black ?

me - jiahuey - selena
we wore in white coincidentally !

10. A candid picture of you :
Do you look good ?

i looked like a mad girl!
WTFOMG.

TAG :
you !

My sudden mind, please behave.

2008-08-16T22:27:00.009+08:00

HAPPYholidays : D

wandered around people's blogs just now. discovered something, i reckon that im not being emotional right now, just jot down my sudden mind.

now starts with the most familiar case - spam. i passed by a girl's blog just now, i don't know her definitely. but public could know that she's a sexy and yeasty girl from her pictures. her appearance doesn't offend us right? but i saw really many bloggers spam her blog and scolded her bad words. people usually said the girl didn't behave her behaviors and her parents will feel ashamed because of her sexy dressing. i wonder why.

it's her matter, none of our business.
she has human right and freedom, right?
if she insulted others 1st, she should deserve what she has done before.

*im not defending anyone.

secondly, visited jiahuey's blog just now. her blog is private. a human called '...' left a message there.

''^^hey B!tch.eu reali likes 2 copy nia.miaomiao,copycat.."

the unknown wrote this. does he.she know what is the meaning of copy? as known, the law doesn't forbid a style can't be used by others right? i mean a style is not only belonged to a person, we use it coincidentally, don't we? or he/she saw jiahuey's some blogging styles were in unison with his/her friends, then he/she scolded people badly there !?! copy? prove lols.

what is the conclusion, he/she was born to waste the earth resources.
so lifeless. ask for other's email & password.
to spam his/her enemy's blog.
what the hell (x

third, if you leave message in some blogs, and the bloggers are come from a same school. some brainless people will say that you was acting to join their gang and wanted to attach yourself to them. so you could become popular (x i experienced it before, a person i don't really know judged me like that. it's just a way to make friends, you can't deny it lols.

they are perasan .
they think they are so awesome.
and people want to approach them to get something.

it hasn't ended yet, everybody.

i want to accent that, if i've offended you, sorry.
but please behave yourself.
although i don't have points to say it.

live for today, yesterday was over

2008-08-15T22:00:00.005+08:00

babies : D
you're a little more than what amazing called.

going to straighten my hair tomorrow.

in a sooner. i was full of longing with it.

i know, the day's approaching. just someone thinks it doesn't exist.

you convinced me of your innocence.

it proved worthwhile to rewind the past.

won't and never. maybe, you're right.

but i wouldn't surround, as you know, i'll show you.

although you really got a small gift, maybe it means precious for you.

for me too. but so what? once upon a time, i was so mean.

i know, everything had broken into thousand pieces. your heart, even my heart.

it can't be healed. even the time.

i spy you everyday. but i can't figure out what do i care.

words are cheap, i know. i've put too much passion on me and you.

but what did i get? some memories drag me mad? or nothing?

all the top, it's the truth. in the deepest of my heart.

judge me. i'll prove you wrong.
tell me what to do. fuck off please.
say i'm not worth it. i'll show you one.
call me crazy.
but you have really no idea.
i'm not insane.

I don't give a damn

2008-08-14T17:15:00.019+08:00

i've done it !

click here to download the Easy Gif Animator! : D

i like today. i held my concert during second recess. our class was loud and boisterous. because of me, you know? karchun,me, carjun made high-pitched voice. something unusual happened, prefect laughed at us when he was patrolling. wtf (x hoho, everyone matched up with me and i got so many claps. i love today extremely : D

karchun spied people in class and the camera appeared flash light. then we told teacher that it thundered just now. teacher seemed nothing. oh so dim. we camwhored a lot too. the first animation i did! gorgeous : ( gosh! i haven't got back my sim card yet, tomorrow 1st lols. damn it.

we discussed where to go during our class trip. oh my god, might be going to batu cave !?! go there what for? it was damn tedious lols. i've already gone there for times. pointless -.- it had a crescendo during the discussion too. actually we have chance to visit the graves. to realize how many types of the coffin and the prices. weird right? but so sorry to hear that some people couldn't go this kind of place. i'm unwilling to see corpse there. xD

today is a 'occasion' right? about the ghost. beware to your gossiping. maybe you'll see something strange tonight and it will drive you mad. so mean was my imagination.

by the way, many people are coming to my house next thursday. thanks to mom, she promised to fetch us to jinfund's house. who will fetch me back? i don't know.

candid ( x
so cute : )

i don't fucking give a damn what she does.
on the other hand, i know you know i'm doing revenge.
i'll success with it. sorrow about it?
i'll show something to you.
maybe, you banned to step in my life.

you and me don't work out. sorrow, don't you?

2008-08-13T20:35:00.008+08:00

during the mini concert.
Pachebel Canon In D .

getting fun. Wan Jing.
Nikon camera of Jun Yang.

A big face . Ignore the ugliness

New skin, i changed background colour : D i like arial and fonts are big so i could see it properly, however, the words are don't really big. oh, what the freaking points i say this? we gossiped a lot in the whole day, just some very senseless jokes between me and karchun. maybe both of us are really dissolute. ahaha : ) without question, so uninteresting was my life.

made lots of jokes with fyoong and fish during second recess, i used to have some mixed rice before, but now i have to buy nasi lemak to reduce my expenses. how pity am i? due to my missing mobile phone lols. i'm so called 'chairman', fyoong is my bodyguard, fish is my secretary. just acting randomly. by the way, for fun.

many teachers absented today. science is really very hardcore for me, i don't have confidence to sit the exam. claps for me, because i started to pay attention during Kh lesson and Science lesson. abnormal? by good luck, physical education's teacher doesn't attend our class, i could skip his period. awesome.

so unfortunately, i had a stomach-ache today. i so called 'excreted' for three times, could you imagine how was i suffering? feel better right now. our class decided to organize the thank you dinner on next Thursday. 21st of August - - - Jin Fund's house. speechless suddenly appeared. unwilling to go there?

thanks for grandpa's mobile phone. i'll use it in a brief moment. just all.

Maybe you want to grab her away.
but so sorrow for it. you make me hate you.
just so random i get the feel. our relationship doesn't work out.
you should know, i'm not the person to work off.

Does sincere still exist?

2008-08-12T20:57:00.009+08:00

my class mini concert. ended up with laughters : D
HAPPINESS . here our words : )

teacher had finally changed our seats. my seat is dropped on the first row. should i feel sort of regret of requesting single row? i couldn't retrace my steps, even you and me. chiken, lingli, karchun and weitsi are sitting near to me, relieve? Mickey Ching Car Jun, you've been absent for days. What happened? Take care

sarah went to my house today. surprised ? erherm, thanks to siewthong. she dropped us at public bank and we went to have our dinner. seriously it was around 5:00 pm only. my dad can't fetch us so we walked to the junction to take a cab. that was a hazardous journey exactly. then we dropped sarah at her mum's office. truly goodbye i said to you

i don't like you.
that's why i left so many crazy remarks there.
just to do revenge [shit you back]
stop bragging to others how many friends you have.
just get a life and stop putting your fucking footprints in her life.
retarded? it symbolizes you so much .

it doesn't worth. game was over . (x

Truly Goodbye to my mobile phone.

2008-08-11T17:34:00.012+08:00

i miss my hair so much.

Bad news announced,

of cause it means very poor to me only.

MY MOBILE PHONE LOST!

i'm here to jot down how i lost it. i took a cab to home and i grasped my mobile phone tightly along the way. unexpectedly i left it in the cab when i was paying the fare. it's so foolish, right? i'm not a heavy-handed person even, but why did i make this so serious mistake? i'm in a trouble right now! i bought the K810i since it reached the market, costed rm 1895. i'm such a failure. maybe i'm dim. you could say i'm really a moron.

so i ended with no mobile phone. i don't know when could i get a new one. i hope [...] as soon as possible. actually i don't really care the phone, but the sim card. it saved a lot of memories. priceless. so impressive were the memories. 1GB memory card, pictures, phone contacts, sim card, the rm 1895 phone. Suddenly lost.

i realized it in the half way i reached home. . . say to me, ' you're so stupid ! ' maybe i'll feel some more comfortable. i want to get a new one . please.my 2008 is really bad. wonder why. God treats me so evil. don't bestow me dramatic life, although i know everyone's life is dramatic.

by the way, my dad lost rm 4000 ++ about mobile phone stuffs. my sister spoiled his n95 and i lost mine. he paid all of the phones. hoho, i'm so sorry to hear that.

SHIT . COMPLICATED . I OWN BOTH OF THEM.

080808

2008-08-08T22:15:00.004+08:00

most awaited event - BEIJING OLYMPICS ! ! !
080808 is a so historic day. for me and you.
even all the Chinese over the world.
im proud being Chinese : D

Watching the opening ceremony, my jaw really dropped. it was so fascinated. everyone is so excited about this grand occasion. even me.
The performance of the opening ceremony, im so speechless. the men drew a scenery on a thingy and danced at the meantime. but so far, all the performances were great!
God bestowed people a lot. an intelligent brain. SAGACIOUS.

OLYMPIC. you've got high reputation!
Malaysia, cheer up .

work harder to aim it

2008-07-27T22:07:00.006+08:00

im weary -.-

chatting with yentheng right now by msn. cheer up, dear : D as usual, i went to tuition today. jiahuey told me that erican class canceled today and i was so like surprised. i considered that she just lied to me and asked me to play a truant. seriously i was binding my hair too, so indescribable. when dad's car reached there, i saw selena and her sister, jiahuey so helpless standing there, looked like wanderer - homeless .

i rushed to the center and asked what happened, oh selena's sister made misunderstandings lols. scared us-.- unfortunately selena's dad was on the way coming to fetch her. so wtf right? no doubt, so stupid is her sister. jiahuey and i were in a maze, standing outside the classroom and staring to each other, kept whispering and deciding whenever needa attend the class or not. by the way, the last decision is join the class : D

fucking bull shit during class, we've late for 30 minutes but i think we didn't miss many syllables. so called sort of lols. so tedious was the class today, not pretty aye. i don't know why so many immature kids in my class. too childish and talked so much about superstitious. so speechless to them and i could only gape. Zzzzzz, so sleepy. lack of sleeping again! even jiahuey : )

why did i blog so much about the senseless tuition today? ouch. haiz, something i prefer he doesn't exist again rather than we chat a lot. i don't want to be trapped already because i persist on single rock : D couple brings trouble. VAPID.

announcement : i have to learn back piano next month i think. continue grade 4 and i've stopped for two years. it's too bad, right? i must work harder to achieve my aspiration. cheer up lols.

yew jia huey asked me to blog about - | - she is getting prettier : D

idk what am i blogging lols

2008-07-26T22:23:00.005+08:00

from haolim's handphone .

imma done editing jiahuey's template. CLAPS : D

television is now broadcasting the final of astro talent singing contest, imma watching lols. chatted a lot with sarah during taking lrt to cempaka. we've been gossiped a lot and she is extremely cute. no doubt everybody likes her so much. i don't know why i've used so much money, my money has decreased in a very high speed. wtf -.- diew. wasted a lot of money this week, i wonder why lols.

fucking speechless to the X-man, he could owe fyoong RM 6 for 3 months. haven't returned it to fyoong yet. so far -.- how come? lols. OMG. we went to find him for 3 times but he didn't there. well.

imma tending to become ugly. argushhh -|- what happened in exact? chatting with him right now, imma absolutely happy. but i expect you disappear rather than i'll fall in love. so bull shit is my typing laa. back from a ''wedding dinner'' just now, so wtf i couldn't describe the bridegroom lols. do you know how huge is the bride - fucking huge size, i think she's my 4 times. shocked?

i didn't eat too much because i have not appetite. recalling what happened today. erherm (x i gave up the speech telling contest, ahaha, nobody blamed me. *big wide smile* to those contestants, good lucks - ^ ^ - ah, i've been promised sarah to treat her milk tea next turn, okay.

50 person online right now, what does it mean? lack of sleeping lols. how come? hair fall frequently too, due to i didn't rest enough la. i wanna get fully recovered to my body. buddies, the same words i want to say. Take care : D

IFLY : )

Ohno, so emo - . -

2008-07-25T21:16:00.008+08:00

weird. imma tired.
*lifeless -.-

seriously asking God a question. what happened to me today? I was fucking emotional in the whole day maybe I lack of sleeping. nowadays majority my sleeping hours are around 11:30 p.m, shocked? My tone was rude and I was ultimately impatient. i was astonished at my crying for no reasons. after hoongyee passed me a box which contained her notes and coins, then i cried. not the matter of touch, is i felt that i did anything unreasonable. i fucked up by myself too. fyoong, i've finally realized your mood. we are really speechless -.-

during the period of morning exercise, our class's delegates didn't prepare well and teacher looked very angry. well, sorry. the yeoung lin siew is very overbearing, she didn't ever listen to our suggestions, she just did her own way. actually we weren't very noisy but she gave us E. walau, what the fuck did you do so? i wonder why.

congratulations to my team, get into final of Tsun Jin Idol. you all could blame me because i didn't take part in preliminary contest. i've printed many pieces of scores but i didn't play them well. practices make perfect! i could do it, claps for me! *big wide smile* I get chance to perform piano in concert!

right now i'm very happy. why? TOP SECRET : D - in exact i've forgotten what happened today. take care : )

i protest it

2008-07-24T19:11:00.010+08:00

random click : - )

oh yeah! we've finished doing 51 pieces of advertisement paper. many people did a favor - thanks to jiayuan, hoongyee, meisean, wanjing, yuchen and hoiyan. someone is annoying, [insert the name] knows to talk but doesn't do anything actuality. ordered so much but nothing works really, some more wasted our time. he's lifeless and brainless. your result is better than me but it doesn't mean anything, okay? you're so accursed!

my mind was weighed-laden during rehearsal, i wondered why. by the way, i still able to crack jokes. what happened in exact? downcasting ... had a hamburger for lunch which contains high calories. i know my blog is getting worse and boring. i'm a stuffy girl lols -.-

my body temperature is quite high nowadays, i didn't get sicked though. There is no alternative route open to me. my life is tedious without something and i'm still finding. thank you dinner maybe dropped on o9o8o8. i don't ever find any necessity to go there, it doesn't bring gifts to us but them. so we go for nothing, bull shit. pointless . i protest it -

how are them in tsunjin idol? going fine? take care buddies : D back with sarah and arial, gossiping <3

TAGGED by Avy .

Here are the rules:
A. List these rules on your blog.
B. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
C. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.

1. I'm an emotional person, i have a fucking bad temper and i'll do something bad to who offended me. so beware to me.

2. I like sleeping rather than eating. I like eating very much before, but i've lost my appetite since form two life started.

3. I love my friends but of cause not all of them.

4. I want to continue my studies in Science class, not Commerce class anymore.

5. My eyesight is getting worse and i own 3 pairs of spectacles but i don't ever wear them.

6. I'm not in love. maybe, i persist on SINGLE ROCK.

7. I love my blog -

You’ll have to read on for my 7 facts and see who I tagged.

Yentheng - Jia Enn - Jia Ern - Jia Huey - Choon Pong - Chin Voon - Xin Ning

CLAPS for me

2008-07-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

yeah -.- i've done it! CHEER! claps : D

click the picture for further details.

my class concert is approaching and i did the propaganda paper! teacher has accepted it already and everything is going to be settled next morning. bustling about assignments and concert thingy recently so you don't see i update frequently. huh, cheer up! i've done all the assignments which i owed teacher since a long long time ago. CLAPS ! ! !

thanks to hoiyan, wanjing, cheeyung, jinfund, jersyuen, lawpwu, syeenee, hoongyee for helping me about the printing stuffs kindly, a lot. they didn't deny me and GOD knows they are kind. this is the goal we are striving toward. many people take part in this fabrication. TOUCH! THANKS : D

although my life doesn't go on favorably, but i wish everything could simple. i appreciate you all. 080808's approaching. teacher doesn't mind how many has the ticket sold. teacher accents on our spirit! although i offended him before, sorry.

IFLY. Cheers : )

Yentheng, something between us. you're so adorable and i like you awfully. although we don't know each other much. lovesss : D

cheer me up .

Sport Day III

2008-07-19T17:39:00.013+08:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY : D

peishan . chunkiat . livern . chunming . karchun .

oh, we are damn retarded. i know.
jinfund . cheeyung . weitsi . me .

imma fucking wanna be : )

haoliim * the short hair's
she is so handsome -.-

jinying's spying who?

oh . sexy lips .

i appreciate our memories. so smile goes on forever. although we didn't get many medals as other classes, but i love our spirits lots. J2A, please stay united from now on. we're going to be separated next year. we have less time to study together.

We shouted for them loudly, we clapped for them so heartily.

could it go on forever? i hope so : )

2008 sport day has ended already. make it as our memories.

although we are just teenage kids, but we have a very big dream.

hold me tight <3

Sport Day II

2008-07-17T22:12:00.013+08:00

camwhore : D

everlasting true friendship : D
* wishes . . .

me . pui mee. khai leng.
we are on the track : )

family portrait : )

me. hao liim. wei tsi.
*hao liim, the 800m 1st winner!

immature kids.
peishan + carjun

lunch session : D

lazy to blog more . see pictures and guess what happened today. bye <3

Sport Day I

2008-07-16T21:08:00.008+08:00

day wasn't as good as i wished. raining non-stop for hours, then everything postponed, speechless. hardcore to the unimagined weather but we could just do nothing. kept camwhoring and gossiping in the whole day. i took part in hopping and our team got 3rd place. satisfied. i never forget the memories between us. especially the stupid acting part of me, luolin and karchun. we've been super duper hyper, haha, but i enjoyed it.

by the way, i like shouting. so everyone shouts! come on!

just all <3 today ended up with . . .

further update next time.

Apologetic

2008-07-15T20:59:00.006+08:00

silly poser -.-

stay united to archive, please.

N sorry to her, i really feel very sorry to her. Please excuse the offense this time. there is no excuse for this chaotic state of affairs, apologize to her here. i don't know she's facing problem and some more be grateful to lawpwu, thanks for asserting me. i would remember your recommendation, for me and also for the whole class. i don't want battle starting soon and she keeps mediating both of us too, but i will really mad if she offends me. especially james bond. really bull shit. life's a complicated shit. whatever, time heals everything.

the traits of us = don't uphold the rules. but now, it's time to change.

since this happened, i lost something but acquire something.will our friendship be strengthened? will i more appreciate to anything? i hope i could. wish me : ) take care.

went to one-two-tea house with fyoong, gossiped lots with her, we exchanged our ic each other
and i reckon that she looked definitely same as her sister. wtf lol. she protested it very sure, she doesn't likely to admit this. we've shown our feelings and we hope everything could go on like clockwork. i know we can't anew something, though.

tomorrow's sport day, oh my god. sunburn's approaching me and i'll be black is much worst. wish me. thanks. ah, i really get shocked by you.

You flatter me .

2008-07-14T21:36:00.007+08:00

weirdo. i know : ) idk why my hand like that.

i can't flash back to something, unfortunately, we have to cross our desires / memories - but actually we're not supposed to. it due to my bad memory-.- i'm brainless. i figure out i've a lot of imperfections. lack of manners, confidence, wicked, brainless . . . sort of stupid. i didn't tell anything exactly as it happened to anyone. i consider that it's unnecessary, but seemed everyone would like to know, though. i apprehend anything. 'you flatter me.'

by the way, take care. tonnes of wishes to MeiSean. i hope we could be BFF forever | always and ever. even disaster happened. friends mean forever, continue entwining our hands and walk to the end. someone sent me a message before, ''if you ask me when will our friendship stop - since my heart stops pumping'' so touch. IFLY. i know you do : D

i grabbed a chance to watch the orchestra concert of interchanging between taiwan so called- Fu He High School and my school. 2 times encored.

[insertthename], i miss you. i don't make it an illusion anymore, i know no immortal between us. but i appreciate what i have now. i know you do.

i bump to love. it isn't an everlasting true love, though.

belly annoys me

2008-07-12T18:46:00.005+08:00

i demand! i'll perm my hair next month.
promised! i'll really do it.

get back the mood of blogging here. no, i haven't blogged in anywhere yet since this week. debate, rehearsal, assigns flooding me. erherm (x i cried like shit today, i really can't stand for the guy, [insertthename]. i'm not bad tempered now , i don't jot him name now, if not, i'll really give him a damn. the asshole hasn't reminded for three times already, i didn't pass up my assigns due to him. three times be counted already. heart really hurt, or i think she sengaja doesn't want remind me, i know what she thinks | always and ever

i know i cried for no points and no reasons. but i mind it definitely.

*she's a belly from now on. always acting in the deep. she annoys me. we are separated. just being myself. i super duper hate you | seriously

i didn't do revision for the novel test, i know i could handle it, but it was unsatisfied. teacher knew i was crying, so she did nothing. thanks. so ended up doing it randomly, so casual nyahh -.- the shirt of class got! god knows it's fucking ugly, nothing changes, same as last year. arghh -.-

dumped to canteen alone, ignored anything. losing, helpless, lifeless. bought the third egg roll hot dog of the day. i think i like it and i'll spend rm 1.2 for it everyday, from now on. *although it provides high quantity of calories, i need it urgently! practice started, huh -.- did not do very well. she expects me, thanks, but i don't anticipate you to expect me.

sport day is approaching, i don't really like it.

miss whatever.

2008-07-08T17:41:00.002+08:00

i miss my hair a lot.
no one could realize.

ello. spending the whole day for gossiping and chatting. just jot down what happened today. i had a hectic time today. went to office for some little small talking with teacher while waiting science teacher coming. but at last, he haven't reached school yet when we left office. meisean & i are totally cranky and super duper hyper in the whole day. we seemed had forgotten what's a student should do or shouldn't. by the way, we are miss whatever. *evilgrins*

teacher announced that a so called- peihua high school, is going to visit us tomorrow. do something like interchanging, undoubtedly, we don't expect too much. we are disappointed for the singapore's visiting last time. we didn't do any cards or welcome ceremony tomorrow. everything goes on like usual lol.

as usual during recess too, brought cheese cake and i ate it damn slowly. heehee. we off to JE center afterward. gossiping lots during kh period, about family thingy. meisean still very excited and interested about my family, i kept on talking, she becomes my listener. ring finally rung, we had fried ice-cream and potato wedges as our lunch, i know it wasn't enough, but we planned to go one-two-tea house after school ended.

power failure again. damn it -.- my ass was getting hot. sweat -.- the tea house was power failure too. we packaged ice red tea milk and jelly away. cost rm 4. we discovered that luolin and jinfund were together. we traced them out to school, sounded like secret agents. we were seriously mad but i enjoyed it. they went to tea house. no wonder. . .

we walked back to school. the roads have lots of our footprints. heehee. we acted, i was like a mad woman. teacher walked towards to us, we still ignored it. continued acting. i think anyone was staring at us. well, whatever.

haha, persuade my mum to let me perm back my hair already! i wish it for a long long time. heehee. loves. my hair cut, dumb and retarded look. i hate it. the worst hairstyle i had in my life.

whatever. just all.

how's my life going on -

2008-07-05T18:43:00.005+08:00

i'm so still. -'0

a damn fucking long time i've ignored my blogspot heh. certainly i know you all miss me lots, no doubt, me too. i've created a new account in wretch, by the way, trust me, i'll stay blogging by blogspot too. wishes to MELODY CHANG KAR LEI, she's now living in Canada currently. her life has changed. lucks to you. take care. * heehee. although i don't really know you much

how was my life going on these days. not boring but quite busy. my class's concert's approaching, but everything seemed haven't settle down. friends don't care about it too much and always do nothing, some more don't know everything. although i argued lots and gossiped lots, but there's still no any conclusion. i've done the announcement paper, but it's unsatisfied. i bet i'll make it again.

rehearsal, preparation, assignments, debate competitions, class's stuffs... anything. really snatch my head lol. our science's teacher is going to singapore after annual sport's day. we did a farewell party for him today, me and meisean cried, in seriously. unexpectedly. what the fuck. i've forgotten what teacher called us - a quite weird nickname. ahaha. the cake separated and i kept licking the cream. idk why did i love cream so much suddenly? i'm blurred.

coach absent today. well, i wish it : D i'm not Bushes today, could i don't be him anymore. weirdo, coach's super duper weird la, asked us to act like Bushes and give the Americans speech. what's your reaction right now? we are so damn pissed off with our assignment. skipped to one-two-tea house, bought some junk foods. RM 5 wasted. i'm saving money now, but my mother, even myself, ask me not to be so mean : )

at the meantime, i get sicked few days ago. what the fuck, really damn pissed off with my status that days. the whole body appeared red dots, could you imagine so ugly was i? wore jacket in the whole day to cover my red-dots body. a retarded face i would never forget. the most unlucky day, i'll remember it. wtf.

lazy to upload photos. camera's charging too. bye : (

SCREAM together : )

2008-06-21T12:29:00.007+08:00

today was parent's day, anyway, my parent didn't attend. it was a relief for me, too. took bus to school fucking early this morning. i passed by headmaster's car. i saw a little guy sleeping inside, by the way, the car door was locked and light didn't get opened. it was weird, then i rushed to classroom and asked mingyuan, ''did you know your brother sleeping in your car?' 'what?!? my brother's sleeping at home right now!' what the fuck. i think i've seen a sleeping ghost. *SCREAM*

you were never supposed to mean this much to me.

i wasn't ready for the words you chose when you said goodbye,
or how suddenly the roads could close between your life and mine.

after cheeyung got the laptop up, i started playing the powerpoint and did some more decoration there. today was not really an interesting and a bad day. the whole gang really can't stand for carjun, seriously he's a good joker, we burst out with laughter. he's listening to mp3 and his face expressions were super duper silly. we were laughing him like shit.

lastly, wanjing dropped me home : ) ended up getting my report card.

reminder :

bring up the radio
burn a cd of the songs of J2A concert
tidy up my room, wanjing & hoiyan are coming
recite my script
some more. . .

PICTURE OF THE DAY : D

people scolded someone by no reason or, by whatever reason, or just backstab. even embroil his/her friends. she keeps mocking her enemy, for me, she mocks for no reason and she's fucking brainless. i'm really fucked up by you. although i don't really know you much.

i wonder where is everlasting friendship
: D

by the way, what will happen?

2008-06-19T21:50:00.013+08:00

we did it : D

haoliim was spying him. . .

SOME MORE PICTURES GONNA BE UPLOADED
WEB IS FUCKING SLOW SPEED

singapore's students visited tsun jin high school : D really expect to see them very much, we were prohibited to go out during recess, but haifeng still rushed to canteen : D me, wanjing, jinying, karchun, jinfund stood downstairs like fans waiting their idols -;- embarrassed lol. keep staring to downstairs to take a look. oh, monitor came : ) they followed up. ahaha .

i was panic la, idk needa say what. lol. i think they were frightened too, i don't think we displayed great ardor. i know they were freaking boring during mandarin lesson too, because i did too. i think i did communicating to the girl behind me. bothered her some silly questions, just wanna make foreign friends. oic, their medium of instruction is english, we exchanged email too. no, i asked her only. frowned ;

during physical education lesson, i was super duper hyper la. just because of everything. i didn't take part in anything, passed my camera to fyoong, just wandering here and there. we late to class and i still ate my tart very enjoyable. we late to JE centre about 20 minutes, very lame was the 2nd english period lol. played musical chair at first. sounded weird. then passed a marker pen to your neighbor, when the music stopped, you'll get punished. what the fuck- -

accompanied cupmee to downstairs; seriously i've taken 7 boxes of sushi today. not really full and not really tasty. next weak chinese yoyo campaign again. rocks lol. sushi and eggs are solded. expected!

had 'high-tea' with sarah in one-two-tea house, chit-chatted and teacher's liew did something sounded like 'counseling' to us at 6 pm. he was disturbing and delaying our time lol. he chatted with us until 6:35 pm. finally he fetched us to lrt station and the stupid sarah laugh madly in the whole way back to cempaka. she laughed for whatever; she showed me her tiger tooth. cute '

could you see the driver? : D

sarah : )

hoho, what will happen if teacher read my diary about my ultimately angry.
hoho, what will happen if my name called to share a speech?
hoho, what will happen tomorrow?

by the way, i appreciate today; some more hate today too.

my babeee

calm down, deep breaths.
and get yourself dressed instead of running around and pulling on your threads
and breaking yourself up.
if it's a broken part replace it.
if it's a broken arm then brace it.
if it's a broken heart then face it.

take care buddies : )

SUPER DUPER HYPER

2008-06-18T17:56:00.003+08:00

long time ago pictures : D

i took it randomly

ello i'm back! lack of sleeping and online these days, these are my promises to myself, i won't disobey it. hehehh. *evilgrin* went to school as usual today, i've tried to take a brief sleeping in bus, but i can't! my eyes keep widening open but i'm fucking tired. glancing to the scene outside the bus. WTF right? such a relief when i reach school.

needa blog something about yesterday. oh my god, i did something very unusual, illogical, stupid, lame, retarded, brainless, fucking, mad... very seriously. i was daily monitor yesterday, i've forgotten all about it yesterday. really very fucking about it. when teacher stepped in to classroom during 1st period, fyoong shouted at me and i looked like fucking know nothing at all. absolutely forgotten to it. then meisean said, ''ehh, you are daily monitor today''. SCREAM . exactly i left my tie on my piano! i screamed like hell to teacher and apologized, i'm such a brainless and forgetful person la. btw, teacher didn't fuck me.

erm, how about today? all of us were super duper hyper lol. teacher announced Singapore's students are going to visit our school tomorrow. during 3rd and 4th period.they gonna interflowing with us. 6-7 students will interchange with us in our class! 100 % expected! girls usually screaming. yelling. shouting like shit, brain was imagine what will happen tomorrow. will there any handsome boy in our class? ahaha. exciting la fuck! tomorrow gonna be a well-mannered girl. no spreading bad words, no laughing wildly like shit, no ravings.

had our lunch in classroom today. WTF! we hided like shit- here and there to escape from prefects. we rushed to the highest floor but we saw prefects' patrolling in our class. suddenly a prefect asked me to pin my hair, i hided two boxes of spaghetti and meisean hided two boxes of sushi. about 5 minutes something, we returned to classroom and had our lunch like shit. kept glancing to outside. the lum shi hao warned us. stop bringing contrabands to classroom. yes sir!

ahh. thanks to hoiyan too. a best drama talker! spending two periods to tell me 5 episodes!

Just all. expecting 19/6/2008!

appreciating everything.

2008-06-14T21:11:00.007+08:00

sneaking away.

btw-;- nps speechless with the girls now. ahaha. we are freaking out!

SCROLL DOWN PLEASE : D bottom the texts.

pictures' talking right now.
i'm not a professional-skillful- photographer, i grabbed the shots from upstairs. my hands are trembling. i was worried about it'll get cuckoo-;-

ants. crowded. diew.

24 seasons drum
new generation punya fucking performance.

violin-;- canon in D
shane's inside!

diabolo-;- the coconut didn't perform!
sighhh

guys busying making presents for teachers.
hoiyan's gaping.

make wishes. i wish i could...
stars * * *

i didn't join the decoration progress.

the right one, i like spying people like this way.
tan hai feng retarded, my faithful maid.
some more, my foods came from him!

sighh. speechless la songhao's poser!
btw, sweet couple.

whispering la! kissed already.

spying. shhh

wind orchestra! rock.

an 'oxygen'+cute belle.
hearts her much.

gay's poser! two pimples very obvious.
he hearts the person i heart upstair.
scroll up! 99 % ?
(candid by the way)

aduh. nothing could i say to him.

candid (x
heartsss her much too.

we stay united.
me+steamfish+shane+songhao+karchun gay
*bigwidesmile*

seriously i looked kinda weird with my fucking hair!
me+shane+cheeyee.

i hearts her the most : D
having lunch right now in
1-2-tea house!
btw, fyoong's request to blur her face-;-

❤

seriously my blog has dead. kinda tired nowadays. miss holiday lots. shifted seat. sitting with meisean now, don't concentrate during every lesson, we sit 6th seat, we sounded like very tall right? it's a way to comfort ourselves because we are too short. teacher allowed us to choose our own seat ourselves because we scored high marks in maths. wanjing rock laa. scored 92 correct in 100. genius lol-;- absolutely admire her.

actually i'm jotting something happened these day, maybe i would be long. sport day's approaching, someone shouted my name to take part in 800m race. diewww-;- do you guys ever know? i joined 400m last year, i walked back to the end. not run* fucking embarrassed. i sounded very fake during telling teacher. 'i have a medical report. if i joined 800m, st. john members are going to send me to hospital for treatment. or maybe i do something worse, forfeit! heehee.

today was teacher's day. a celebration such like a shit, asshole! watched performances by crowding there. and my fringe went cuckoo this morning, i kept combing my hair, really combed for fucking long time. after a few performances, went back to class. very boring too, guys were busying making stars and decoration. we played a game, shane+songhao kissed! couldn't capture it, 1st time watching they kiss, sweet couple. then me+shane+cheeyee went chit-chatting in front of c class, criticizing some girls very bitch. they are really very bitchy.

teacher finally went in, we all hurried to leave class. i led to say, happy teacher's day, we love you! haa. all clapped for me! winksss. went to one-two-tea house for lunch, waited for our order fucking long time, we really wanna screw them! at least, we didn't late to training class-;- did nothing there. diew. then coach and teacher chatting lol, i pretending agreed them there. fuck. lame. retarded.

❤

i took a nap about 2 hours, satisfied. appreciate it.overall my life is dumb freaking boring, meaningless. last term exam dropped on 7th of october! expecting... ended up 17th. 19th my birthday!

bang.
entwining our hands <3

school re-open. less online.

2008-06-08T22:02:00.005+08:00

I've got a soul that won't settle on one thing.
don't waste your heart on me.

do you remember when I used to love you.
baby no, not anymore.

hey. school gonna re-open tomorrow. no more getting up late. no more getting to bed late. no more playing computer. no more watching dvd. my fabulous holiday ended! awww -;-

went to erican very early this morning. the petpet yewjiahuey asked me like very surprised. "why did you reach so early?" was it very unusual? haahaa. because of we quarreled last night, i fucked up her gaogao, so i felt quite embarrassed when confronting her. then we went downstairs to have our breakfast-;- we met with miss chan, we seemed nothing. really nothing, just like falling in a stranger. i gave miss chan a smile-;- jiahuey ordered lomaigai, i sat their seeing her ate like very tasty, i ordered one too. she paid it for me, so. i owe her rmx.xx. forgotten. aww

then we off to class, we were not the latest(fortunately). i wondered why we looked like very quiet-;- we played our phones and miss chan confiscated it and our phones get auctioned. jiahuey's more expensive than mine unexpectedly-;- uhhhhh. then break time!we separated because i went to buy hoongyee's present, i've owed her for a month long. at the meanwhile, they went to mc donald. so i was the latest returned to class. because of i didn't bring my wallet there, teacher wondered, how come she bought things without bringing wallet? *hehh, i've rm 84 in my pocket la.

lesson ended, chit-chatted with jiahuey. then i walked to leisure mall and waited for mum. she gave me money to redeem my electrical dictionary and purchase some stuffs for school re-open. i took my bath just now, hehe, now is 10:17 p.m. speechless?

just all, i'll less online in school day. schoolmates, i'm coming! mwahsss.

I know there will be better things.

2008-06-07T13:45:00.004+08:00

I know there will be better things.

nothing special happened these days. i've finished up science's correction, diary(it counted as a homework too), maths! claps please : ) the geography map really needa spend lots of my time to complete it, i've drawn a little yesterday, but i think i gonna redraw it, because the road i drew it too big, spend lots of space-;- don't know what i'm jotting. two ulcers discovered in my mouth, what the fuck -|- had supper last night too, long time didn't have supper already. needa buy a present for hoongyee tomorrow in leisure mall, i've owed her for a very long time.

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she's tuirning over her journal, saw a slip of photo accidentally, they were entwining their hands together and staring each other. "it's just a memory right now.'' the girl flung the book onto the floor and kicked it into a chink. she stamped her foot and sighed.
''what could i do now?''

sigh -;- loads of assignment -|- diewww...

i like destroying? -;-

2008-06-05T17:30:00.004+08:00

my sister likes making noises, especially in the morning. i think i was waken by her annoying sound in the whole holiday. she was sick few days ago, she ate antibiotic and lots of red dots discovered on her whole body, doctor said it's very usual. huh, we feel relieved about that. no doubt, i was waken by her today. i switched on my computer immediately, could i say it's my routine actually? heehee : D

my mum interrupted me while i'm playing computer, then i shifted to play my PSP. GTA again! GTA rocks! i found out GTA very amusing. as known, GTA is a game of destroying. i like destroying anything -;- i've plundered the pedestrian's wealth and fighted with them. some more! after i've robbed the car, i'll drive it to the center of the road. i think i've driven seven cars to the center. ahaha! traffic jam happened! lots of drivers blamed the cars, but not me. heehee : D i'm quite violent, i'll hit the car and the car's door will drop out. finally the whole car exploded!

i felt quite tired to fetch my fare sometimes, then i crashed my taxi into the water, my fare sinked. i swam to the land. heehee (: i've earned+robbed 1500 ++ dollars! xD. something really laugh my ass off happened just now. i heard an unknown aunty said fish ball's malay is bola sepak. i told my mum, she seemed nothing happened. noob -;- i haven't touched my assignment yet! goshh! gonna to draw a map, finish up calligraphy, maths, exam's corrections! *sighh

- it's none of your business. what are you blaming about? bull shit -;-

do you know? it's effected everything.

everything =p=p

ahahaha -|-

2008-06-04T23:08:00.003+08:00

sighhh -|-

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Oh My God. what could i say? i've misconstrued someone. i thought the 'passerby' is her. at least i know, she hates me. apologize? i know it's too late. well, passerby, please pay attention here. stop spamming on my blog. please! maybe my english is suck... ... close the topic. bye.

battle's coming soon -|-

2008-06-04T18:06:00.009+08:00

my life grade report card : D fucking bad result -;-
Check it out '' What is your Life Grade'' at QuitGalaxy.com

followed my mom to supermarket just now, i picked up the fucking heavy basket along. ahaha : ) i bought three bars of yakult! *immature - school gonna re-open soon. i haven't done my assignment yet, ahaha : D nothing special happened today. i played GTA by my PSP in the whole afternoon! i'm such an evil girl. i kept fighting with the passers-by on the road and pillaging their valuables. why did i do so? to rob money to get my weapon returned! i don't know how to control the car and the motorcycle lol, i always crashed others' car or the wall. -|- something ridiculous, i always listed as wanted by the police. finally i get arrested by police. every time i recovered, my money will get reduced. sighh (x i stopped playing when the battery get exhausted!

i wish everlasting true friendship. some more your glance and attention. i likes making trouble to myself. i'm worried how could my life go on after graduated? assignments and exams are already stress enough. compete with others much harder so! i think i reckon too far. The debate team, do your best! finding transport to go Help college university. considering whenever wanna go or not.

million tons of ♥ to chin voon sweetie. jiahuey too, with the honest response ♥

TAGGED by Yen Theng : D

2008-06-04T15:36:00.004+08:00

Name 20 people which you can think now.
Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.

1. Yen Theng ( she tagged me this , of cause i think of her at first! *winkk
2. Chin Voon
3. Mei Sean
4. Lee Jin
5. Ee va
6. Law Pwu
7. Shun Kang
8. Jin Fund
9. Hoi Yan
10. Wan Jing
11. Luo Lin
12. Chee Yung
13. Jia Huey
14. Syen Yee
15. Chee Yee
16. Zying
17. Fung Yoong
18. Kai Lin
19. Siew Thong
20. Mun Sheng

How did you meet 14 ? (Syen Yee)
Erm. she sat in front of me & we have a same opinion to a guy. then chit-chtted!
What will you do if you never meet 1 ? (Yen Theng)
Eeeer. I'll miss a cute friend <3
What if 9 & 20 are dated ? (Hoi Yan && Mun Sheng)
Oops. sorry aye, they two are females. how dare they are dated !?! if they are dated, they will change to lesbian.
Will 6 and 17 date ? (Law Pwu && Fung Yoong)
Impossible. 0 percent.
Describe 3. (Mei Sean)
My besties <3>Is 8 attractive ? (Jin Fund)
skip it ... -|-
Describe 7. (Shun Kang)
A new friend, erherm (x he's handsome, kind, gentleman. I miss him so.
Do you know any of 12's family member ? (Chee Yung)
Her brother. Kabuto. he fetched us to fyoong's house before!
What will you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you? (Kai Lin)
sweat. i think SHE won't. she has boyfriend already lol.
What language does 15 speaks ? (Chee Yee)
Mandarin && Cantonese
Who is 9 going out with ? (Hoi Yan)
How come I know?!? weirdo.
How old is 16 ? (Zying)
17. but she is intelligent, she's form 6 now!
Who's is 2's favourite band/singer ? (Chin Voon)
I remember she said she likes Angela before. right?
Would you ever date 4? (Lee Jin)
Yupp.
Would you date 1 ? (Yen Theng)
if i have the chance, i would <3>Is 19 single? (Siew Thong)
Think so.
What's 10's last name ? (Wan Jing)
Wan Jing.
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? (Luo Lin)
lol. both of us are girls.
School of 3? (Mei Sean)
Same as mine. Tsun Jin High School.
Where does 16 lives? (Zying)
her hometown is Pahang, and now she's living in school's hostel : )
What is the favourite thing of 5? (Ee Va)
she didn't mention about it with me before. xD
Have you ever seen 2 naked? (Chin Voon)
How come? *sighh*

5 LUCKYDRAWERS TO DO THIS QUIZ:
Hoi Yan, Jia Huey, Chu Xuan, Choon Pong, Chinvoon :P

anyone i tagged or anyone wants to do the tag
please copy the tag from yentheng's blog.
thanks for co-operation : D

adorable day.

2008-06-02T23:54:00.006+08:00

i love today much : D went gathering today. i think it'll be a very long and complicated post. too much gonna jot down today, ahahaha. it was fucking late to fetch yao and jin, because of my sister was sick, my mum fed her medicines and 'enjoyed' her breakfast slowly. so i was getting late there. yao was waiting there about twenty minutes plus. so sorry. i kept finding chit-chat topic in the car, and they watched my sister's pictures. they said she's cute. ya, i sure for it. : ) meisean called me on the way, oh my god, she was same as me, her car was still wandering in her living state. but i was better than her. so just slacking in the car... ...

picture of the day : D

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girls were almost reached, we were waiting for the guys. what the fuck, not gentleman at all. i sort of thought they all will present, but finally... we slacked at the lobby awhile. decided to sing k lastly : ) per person for rm 14 (services charge and government tax are added). fucking cheap right? : P we all ordered lemon honey. firstly, we weren't active and we were tending to spread out our hotness. something very weird happened, i don't know there is a toilet in the karaoke room!

then we off to gasoline, had our lunch there. first we stepped in gasoline, fund said, ' everytime i come in, i must scold the waiter,'. he complained that the services are fucking bad. ya, it's really. they waited for their foods for 2 hours. incredible, right? some more unbelievable happened, fund complained to the waiter, and the retarded waiter replied feel damn free,' wa beh zai(hokkien) '. really want to screw him with my bottle, full of ices. some more laugh my ass out. i've suddenly forgotten what is dandruff in english, and i spread out 'dand... eerrr..' all of sudden bryan said,' dandruff '. i scolded him and we recalled it again. i said,' dandruff'. then he cooperated with me, said,' oh. dandruff! '. kitty break! : D

his hairstyle really laugh my ass out

the chunyao retarded pose. Qqqq

a rich beggar's eating : )

i like this. she's cute : D

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yao's poser. 'screw' the ball.

deng deng deng (x : D. we went bowling !!! first time experienced it. we paid at the counter at 5 pm, the cashier charged us more rm 3 than normal prize. what the fuck! but we were still playing! i get the lowest point, 30 only! jin was actually the lowest at beginning. but. something ultimate yeng happened, she scored the highest points! congratulation : D the most important is, we still smile radiantly : D

khang is gorgeous. he treated us ice lemon tea. the waiter asked him,' regular or small?'. he said ' regular laa.( by waving his hand repeatedly. seemed freaking pro- ) he made me very full and i didn't have my dinner. i'm hungry now... goshhhh : ) our thingysss are most precious : D walking to lrt station. ended up the adorable journey with repugnant GOODBYE ... ...

i love today. *bigwidesmile*
p.s : // i'm fucking ugly ! tending to ugly, uglier...

a freaking stupid post

2008-06-01T23:12:00.005+08:00

back from genting. the way we went to genting yesterday, something happened with dad's car. i was fucking worrying about it, i was worried about we'll involve to the accidents. but finally we reached genting safely. i realize something, family is important, i really can't imagine how my life could go on without them. hehehh. after checked in highland hotel, we went to watch dreamz. ( a magic show ) waiting the tickets for fucking long time. goshhh. freaking lame while watching there. all the performances are common. anyway, magic is such a mysterious thing. off to hotel, my sister was sick! she was crying and my dad snoring the whole night, i can't dwell in my dream lol.

today. dad went to casino. gamble. the girls went down to have some ice-cream. my mother off to casino without accompanied me back to hotel. well, i'm learning independent. they lost all their money. repugnant. we had our lunch in sushi king, my sister cried non stop too. haiz. dad said he still wanna take a nap in hotel and i camwhore by my PSP. we reached kl, went to pandan indah to have our dinner. crabs. i don't know how to shift the hard shell laa.

a very stupid post. speechless. more pictures will be uploaded soon.

soon you will see that I get my way.

yesterday is dead. all I have is today,
and I am going to be happy with it.

TAGGED : D

2008-06-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
lolllll. do revenge to him lol.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
all my dreams come true, please : D

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
i don't even think about this before =;=

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hmmmm?

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
don't know. depends what i need the time. but. i prefer handsome and rich = perfect ???

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone : )

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
i think i won't love a person for permanently, so. just skip it.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
BULL SHIT. give up lolll.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
erm. it's no use to recall the past, right?

#11 is being tagged fun?
when boredom kills, it is.

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
adults say, don't reckon too much. just do yourself right now : S anyway, i hope i'm the one successful. could i?

#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
buddies. and of cause family <3 all my soul babess

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
immature, but friendly. a person who always talks about nonsense. cute.

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single & rich are the first choice. it's what i can say. married but poor? depends how deep i love him.

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes lol. abuden? but before open my eyes, i will mutter about why time goes so fast.

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
it depends laa. what i can sure now, i still haven't got any relationship yet. so. i don't know.

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'll give up. sorry ayeeee =;= but other condition that must decide, i'll prefer the one who cheers me up and i like more. i sure you do it too.

#19 what type of friends do you like?
true friends. always cheer up me. always gossip together. it's the best.

#20 what type of friends do you dislike?
like acting in front. liars.

tagged by : YEW JIA HUEY.

tag 8 people for this :
8? too much laaa.
i would like to tag...... chinvoon, yentheng, eelynn, hoiyan. enough.

2008-05-31T11:05:00.002+08:00

Date : 31st of May 2008 - 1st of June 2008

Venue : Genting Highland

going there soon. everything still haven't prepared yet. i watch Home Alone 3 yesterday. fucking nice! Alex is uberly cute lol and he is intelligent. bye bye, miss you guys.

Alex's cute,right?

there goes my life.

2008-05-30T13:47:00.007+08:00

your mended walls have fallen down.
the hole is too big to fill this time.

my little magician. uberly cuteee : D
she's staring me.

i blog less in May, hehehh. what i wanna to say is '' i'm damn pissed off with my mother''. i really wish her can die faster. i wish i could disobey her. no such mood to blog the further. i wanna backstab her with my friends! erherm ) x

we are going to Genting tomorrow, i wish i could screw my mother here. what could i say now? a fucking lousy holiday : D i slept at 2 o'clock last night, watched Home Alone 4, uberly cute is Kevin and i wish i can dwell in the big huge bungalow. everything i could wish only. that's all i can do. my fucking mum woke me up this morning and nagged me about the printer's problem. it's not my fault, i don't even touch the printer laaa. ohh, the cable of the printer disconnected. my retarded mum said lots of senseless. BULL SHIT. the computer works slow, she blamed me so. damn pissed off.

i wish i could leave this place. for me, genting is a place to chill. not watch the retarded kiddo's silly show. i call my mum ''asshole'' here. where is my handphone? finding it. it has lost in my house, get kidnapped? or drowned? stolen? i'm a complicated stupid retarded shit. watched iron man just now. Hollywood's directors are usually genius, i'm going to mad! cooooool ! ! !

my buddies' enjoying their shopping.. i'm here wandering. hmmm : ) i'm pooooooor ! those seniors are having competition now, or we are really transparent, no more points to go there.

everythingggg . . .

don't make me explode

2008-05-29T11:35:00.004+08:00

watch indiana jones last night with my parents and my two little cousins. highly recommend you to watch it : D

the poster

evil : D

attention : who wanna create a holiday plan for me? need it urgently. but no hanging out will be appeared in the timetable. i left rm 30 right now in my purse and it's going to reduce. lims' planning to go Genting Highland on this Saturday : D gonna do reservation for two Highland's hotel room. not really expect for it.

a mite before increasing

2008-05-28T14:59:00.000+08:00

ohhh. damn pissed off with my mother just now, and now too :) she doesn't give me any money to visit the book exhibition. i have rm1000 something over her, and she doesn't hand it to me. i was a mite annoyed and increasing increasing increasing... so i blurted out a lots of bad words in my personal message. attention here : my temper's been changeable. CAUTION . chatted with jiahuey, she said rm20 is not enough to buy an underwear pulak. hehhh : D ehh, no difference by before and after wearing bra lol.

gonna watch ''indiana jones'' later. remind me if the spelling is wrong. new layout, the codes are messy, spent lots of time on it, tag me please. *big wide smile*. i miss someone, depressed and helpless suddenly detected. my perception of the change came in a flash. he's missing now, disappeared. i text him, ''kidnapped?''. i'm puzzling. he won't know : (promoting : add sookarchun's latest email address. felizcadamomento@hotmail.com
thanks for co-operation.

having holiday = wasting time. confusing. what can i do? no such mood for any hanging out, gathering. i have full of longing for it, but everything in a muck. raining now.

nobody's flawless, so. take me -
otherwise, leave me.

everything gone mad

2008-05-26T11:33:00.000+08:00

25/5/2008
i hate the fucker much, took lots of candids of me. fuck off from me now,please.
went to new era college by fyoong father's car. then we stunned there because those seniors haven't reached yet. we were damn fucking helpless there and my sound has lost and i'm the 1st one to represent. i hate the environment there. i wonder, how could i stand for times with my stupid weird sound. i hate the seniors! close this topic : D

we went away alone. we walked to ktm, wow. vintage transport? we were located on kajang and we took ktm to kl sentral, the ticket costs rm2.80. we were weak in the ktm and we gonna to carry our huge bag. i just muted myself because i was really tired. it's marvelous if there was my bed. kajang to serdang is fucking long laa. we took monorail to time square. we had our lunch in gasoline, firstly we said we wanted to gossip, but when we reached there, we almost died. we were totally lifeless.

it contains the latest novel of hikayo
-my plain white comb
-a few papers
-my body gloves wallet
-my towel and clothes
my stuffs lol *complicated

we reached!

in monorail

gasoline-ing. sky juice.

they off. but i off to pavilion. i walked there from ts, most of the drivers in their car stared at me. i walked alone with my heavy bag. but the walk took a long time. met my family and uncle bi's there. we went to have our high tea in crystal jade meal3. i had a Irish ice-cream and honey milk. lastly, the waiter didn't serve me the spaghetti. just ignored it because i've had lunch. the adults gossiped and i slept. around one hour. my stomach pain! i sat on the branch and went asleep.finally we off to home.

pavilion

we had our high tea here

my honey milk

a retarded face.

a hit news-
i slept straightly after reached home. without bath. no reminds.
my hifi stereo gone mad. can't work and made ''buzz'' sound.

JUST ALL. speechless?

i'm not the stranger

2008-05-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

took taxi straightly to tuition, first time experienced it. taxi dropped me down in front of kfc. went into kfc and bought the whipped potato(R) and salad(L). i made it as my dinner. it's not enough at all. it was really a retard in school, wandered in mind, but still pretended nothing. sit there silently and made myself into the condition. i see, it's like that actually. finally all have left, a person stunned there. i'm the --person--

accompanied huizhen to toilet, luckily she asked me to go with her. means that i'm not such a stranger and ignored by others. but why did i mute myself. or this is what i called 'speechless'. walked to lrt station with huizhen, found a few pages of data already. full of hopesss

had my lunch in one-two-tea house. we four had the same noodles. freaking nice. it seemed noodle freak there. *noob. no any about my result, never jot down it in my lively blog. hehh

ehh. haven't completed my assignment yet. tending to be lazy. xD

one day, I realized he was gone forever. & it was okay.

2008-05-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

currently update at night : ) tending to my own style. viewed katherinne's blog just now, saw few photos of sichuan's earthquake situation. the disaster took them lots, uncountable, people are gathering their energy and love, hand the problems together. it's so touch. send regards to sichuan's people here. " i can't say much, take care : ) we'll always be here with you. ''

had wesak celebration just now. argushh. fucking hate it, went to temple around 7:30 pm. crowded there and my eyes were freaking pain lol. my english is suck and without my dictionary now, lots of words about the celebration are unknown : ) back home by rachel's car. chatted with some friends, the one with strange, first time spread a lots to her, touch, again. touch with yenkhim too, my printer gone mad. IFLY. mwahsss

damn pissed off with my mum, she doesn't allow me to go to school for preparation. fuck her. DamnIt. four-letter-word to her, NPS concerned it and said lots to me, TOUCH, again! apologize here to NPS, really can't control it. so EXPOSED! *bigwidesmile* anyway, i'll go on my way, so mum, don't block me.

Everything : )
currently listening to viva forever by spice-girls

S T O P

2008-05-19T16:14:00.000+08:00

S T O P
by spicy girls

V I V A F O R E V E R
by spicy girls

backstab?

2008-05-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

i've taken test in erican. cheated during the test. when teacher came back, we returned to silent. xD i completed the paper as soon as possible, in case i can go out. during speaking part, i kept making trouble to jiahuey, hehh (x during break, we chit-chatted a lot. she kept talking some one. ya, i hate backstabbing, but i admit that, i always backstab or gossip about others. jiahuey owes me rm3.50 for the sundae ice-cream* reminder

cheated (x
ng kwan sing retard

yew jia huey

legsss

viki allowed us to go down to the computer lab. fucking hardcore with the stupid computer. maybe it's the problem of server. as start, jiahuey can surf any net with her computer, but mine can't. when i view a webpage, the web will automatically shift back to erican homepage. noob : P petpet. speechless with the computer. but suddenly jiahuey's had a same situation with me. hehh

went to leisure mall for shopping. STUFFS! *bigwidesmile* went into bum, diesel, voir and yishion. bought two Tees, i like! then had my lunch in kenny roger. long time didn't go there.

in hungry now, got up on 9 o'clock just now, missed my dinner. gonna to have supper later. luckily nothing annoying happened today. GOOD
just all for today. HAPPY WESAK! : D

The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian

2008-05-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

now is 12:46 a.m. just back from mbo cinema in ampang galaxy. first time watching movie there, it was not as crowded as i imagined. i watched 'The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian'! absolutely nice is it, it's quite boring about the introduction, you can see lots of beauty spots and lively scenes. the main characters are fucking pretty and handsome. i heart <3 i love the end story.

the poster

William Moseley<3>

Anna Popplewell

recommend you guys to watch it. good :D

regretted

2008-05-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

photo of the day *bigwidesmile*

exam finally gone. i've already given up many marks. regret.regretting.regretted. find out a poem* fucking meaningful. it expresses my feeling perfectly. especially the first paragraph. finally figure out what the conclusion after addicted with net. time really waits for no one, nothing can rewind the past. just hope that i can get all pass. not greedy at all. i deserve all, okay? the one with thick eyebrow, i heart you

To realize the value of one year,
ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of one month,
ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week,
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute,
ask the person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second,
ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of one millisecond,
ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

had lunch with wanjing and cheeyung in yangguang. so satisfied today, the gathering of friends is great. more chances are approaching. just a brief post of today.

Way Back Into Love

2008-05-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

i found this fucking nice,

i know i'm outdated.

i love it much <3

can i stay living?

2008-05-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

kinda busy these days, less update. it dues to exam. I've taken maths, english, history, malay, art exam. fucking hardcore with the maths for today. or i should say, i've already given up to it. actually it's reluctant to give up. but the problem of my ability. if i just ignored everything, others eyesight, parents' request and others, i prefer sitting in front of computer or wandering anywhere rather than studying.

Real love hurts. Real love makes you totally vulnerable and open.
Real love will take you far beyond yourself.
Therefore, real love will devastate you.
If love doesn't shatter you, you don't know love.

actually i don't think study is a kind of suffering, suddenly i get an opinion that my life is timeless, 24 hours seemed not enough. in these days, i gonna stay up late or get up early, so stress. or human being usually like friction, they say, result is beautiful, it's contradiction too, so they need friction to excite. it's just my senseless thinking, ignore it.

i've just taken a nap. i'm really lack of rest for a fucking long time. gonna to mute myself in the night, swallow myself with the complicated words . . .
J U S T A L L

i want intense supporters

2008-05-07T18:58:00.001+08:00

exam's approaching. two days left : ) i don't prepare enough. i promise myself to study until midnight today. today i screamed like shit during recess, puimee approached me and touched me, even strangled me. her skin get sensitive now, i'm worried about i'll kena sensitive, so i did that. both of us are bursting with laughter.

calligraphy teacher cheated me today. WTF. i score 79 in calligraphy, the highest is 91. just about one mark to score A. i begged teacher to give me one more mark, he said the condition is i gonna to zip my big mouth, because i always chit-chat with others and shift to another's seat. i muted myself and pay much attention to teacher. before he left, he said he teased me only. we all fell about teacher childish action ='=

no such mood for blogging too much. just all what i can recall.
I WANT INTENSE SUPPORTERS AND YOUR GLANCE.
my life is tending to colorless. no more marvelous :)

I believe in love, and lust, and romance. I don't want everything to add up to some perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion, and heat, and sweat, and madness.

Tagged by LOOchinVOON

2008-05-04T17:04:00.000+08:00

:.About My Friends.::
(Be honest! Don't think about feelings!)

* Of your friends, who is the *

Friendliest: WeiTsi
Prettiest: Jane
Ugliest: *speechless*
Most talkative: MeiSean
Most arrogant: PeiShan, arrogant but kind to friends.
Most immature: YewJiahuey
Most mature: FungYoong
Most perfect: WanJing
Most careless: Khaileng
Most obsessive: HoongYee
Richest: JerSyuen
Poorest: * speechless*
Luckiest: uncountable
Most unlucky: uncountable
One that has more screen names: YenKhim
One that has all three instant messengers: no idea :)
Closest one to you: MeiSean
One you've known for longest: ZheXin.
One you can most relate to: WoonKhang
One that shares your personality: MeiSean
One that is most like you physically: MeiSean
One that you've known for the less longest: Aeron
One that has the worst grammar: Uncountable. *Speechless*
One that has the best grammar: LuoLin
One that shares your hobbies: No idea : )
One shares your musical interest: No idea too
One that does not share your musical interest at ALL: *speechless*
One that has had a celphone longest: no idea.
One who does not have a celphone: erherm. *speechless*
One that you have slept over their house more: zhenkang. i think.
One that has slept over your house more: vchain :)
One that never slept over your house: meisean
Skinniest: no idea
Smartest: Wanjing
Sluttiest: *speechless*
Less sluttiest: jiayuan
Stupidest: yewjiahuey. heh (x
One that dyes their hair most: melody
One that has the darkest hair color: no idea
One that has the lightest hair color: no idea
One that has the darkest skin color: suhanya
One that has the lightest skin color: no idea
Blondest: *speechless*
Studious: JhiaXin
Less studious: Uncountable
One that has failed a grade that you know of: no idea
One that's supposed to be in another grade (Which grade?): no idea
One that paints their nails more often: no idea.
One that never paints their nails: boys for sure!
Most Gothic: what such of gothic?
Most gangster: speechless
Preppiest: JhiaXin
Hippiest: Janice
Most artistic: HoongYee
Most creative: Yewjiahuey
Most random: all of them
Less creative: andy poh
Most paranoid: meisean
One that spends the most time on the computer: Wee gary
One that spends the least time on the computer: uncountable
One that you have skipped school with the most: I didnt skip school before .
One that you have skipped class with the most: cheeyee
One that you have more classes with: no idea
One that you have least classes with: no idea
One that does the most drugs: speechless
One that smokes the most cigarettes: speechless
One that drinks the most: no idea.
One that you have partied with the most: meisean
One that you have never partied with: no idea
One that has the longest nails: no idea
One that has the shortest nails: lots
~~One~~ Pples that you think is going to take this survey next: haven't decided yet.

Vicki, i defy you.

2008-05-04T15:23:00.000+08:00

today is sunday weihsss. went to erican as usual. met huey, kwansing and kwanee downstair. luckily kwansing treated me 100+ otherwise i'll very thirsty. no wonder i always reach class late, same as today. unfortunately, our seats are located in front of teacher. we kena fucked by teacher because we chit-chatted by mandarin continuously. this is our habit what -'-

fucking wanna be : )

teacher offered us 20 minutes break. erherm - the ngkwansing and selena kept talking with each other. so sweet)(paiseh. ngkwansing treated her selena ice-cream weihsss. i bought mcvalue set again. we went to toilet for taking photos. i love : ) *bigwidesmile* we returned back to classroom after 30 minutes some more. teacher just pretending nothing : )

candids (x

camera shy　：）

i ate my filet-o-fish burger, the yewjiahuey petpet drained my coke and ate all of my french-fries. * speechless* i was still eating my yummy burger in front of teacher unbridled. the class was left 5 minutes to end. jiahuey passed my phone back to me and teacher saw it. so i kena fucked badly badly by her. i faced her with a smile, but she asked me back. "what are you laughing at?" *dumbness*so embarrassed am i. and fucking hardcore with you.

ng kwansing. candid ( x

of cause i refused to obey her, i wrote ''fuck you vicki'' on my paper. i think the bitch(vicki) has seen it, she grabbed the paper and threw it into the dustbin. i really hope that she has seen what i've write. i can only do this small case revenge to her. *big wide smile*

VICKI. I DEFT YOU.

well. i'm tending to be a murder.

I watch the stars become the day.

2008-05-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

blog something about yesterday : ) can't blog on time because my computer can't be connected with the broadband connection. so. i was fucking depressed yesterday weihsss ='=

people think that if you love someone enough,
everything will work out. people are wrong.

I don't see what I can feel.
if vision is the only validation, then most of my life isn't real..

I'm trying not to think.
I just want it all to stop spinning.

well : ) i just put my hair behind.

yesterday was labour day. first day of may. damn pissed off this morning. my mum forced me hang out with her and her friends or else she won't give me any pocket money to hang out. so i can just surrender to her. ohmygod :) so i did all my stuffs in hurry.

we went sakura in imbi for lunch. i played PSP in sakura. i kept quiet and sat alone there. huh. we sent my sister back and went to leisure mall again. i hate shopping in leisure mall. i followed my dad into miko hair studio. 1st time i had my haircut with professional dresser. well, good try. a junior dresser washed my hair, she massaged my scalp. it looked good and i found it's freaking comfortable too. * i seemed inexperienced * luckily i didn't have any dandruff on my head. i waited there for 15 minutes something :) a guy dresser approached me. p.s : he is fucking handsome.

i was nervous when i sat there. but unfortunately, i just asked me to cut a little of my fringe. but my fringe became fucking short. arghs.. i have a such stupid and brainless look. god!i really needless to say with my fringe. my father paid for rm 100. female haircut costs rm55. male's costs rm 45. quite reasonable : )

went to starbuck for high tea. tried to connect the web with my PSP. the speed was fucking slow and gonna to wait for a long time. finally, i can just suft yahoo homepage. SHIT. i expect my blogspot much! it hung too. so speechless to it.

could you see yahoo? ='=

in summary, we went home lols : ) just all for yesterday. i suck being calm now. BECAUSE OF MY RIDICULOUS FRINGE.

laughter is the best medicine

2008-04-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

went to school as usual. exchanged seeing each others' photo when we were still a kiddo. mine is absolutely stupid and i looked naive : ) * actually we were innocent and lively * we all laughed like shit =p=p teacher grabbed mine away. what is she going to do with it weihsss? munsheng's and hoongyee's are amazingly cute. jiayuan didn't bring hers. =p=p

I'm keeping busy in my own way,
learning ways not to feel

i hit 007's buttock. she screamed insanely and everyone stared on us. paiseh='= i told her beat others' buttock is a way to great somebody. we laughed like shit again. we are really a gang of stupid. hyper. mad. insane. me love.

what the world needs is to be alive

ooh. mingyan's yellow jokes again. during malay period. he kept talking yellow jokes to me. we laughed wildly and became focus in class again. omg. we kena fucked by teacher because i kept turning my head to mingyan's seat and listened obediently to him. yellow jokes are always be with us. *me. chiken. mingyan* walauehh. : ) laughter is a best medicine at all.

oh. exam's approaching us. i gaped my mouth in science period. pulley? lever? no such thing in my pure pure mind. paiseh. stressSTRESS. i really defy exam much. i have accented to meisean. i have confidence to fail in science. give me five.

sent out lots of regards messages to my dear buddies. get many replies. so touch with kexin.hoongyee. fyoong. and zhexin. thanks for always be with me, dear. i love you. mwahss : ) janice. take care lols^^

i do anything in random.
so wish me go luck and i won't bring any big TROUBLE.

2008-04-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

sorry for no blogging these days. no such mood for blogging always. it's the time to update weihsss :) many things happened these days. i can't recall many. just jot down some of today =p

there was a power failure in my school today. oops. it was fucking hot. my ass was freaking hot and it was sweating. ill at ease in the whole day. Unwilling in class. My mind just wandered around and I sat there quietly. Expect to back home! : )

xD. someone folded many birds. it's awesome. i fucking love it. take a look.

I own a PSP. It’s latest! I don’t realize why my father wanna buy it. He doesn’t know how to function it. Stupid!!! The games are freaking silly. No points that why I wanna to play it. But there is a camera . cost rm 299.90. gorgeous&COOL. me love. Father bought an earphone too. : )

i was shot when i got home. i slept in bus. nowadays, i hope anything can rewind. those fucking sweet memories between us. I’m still very immature. no matter what happened, i can still pretend well. i'm very childish. when i walked back to home, i saw three dogs. i rushed away. i was worried i'll get bit by the dogs. whatthefuck. absolutely stupid am I.

I hate my computer much. Fucking lag. Why. Now is disconnected again. WhatTheFUCK! I spread out four-letters-words again. Teacher always asks me to cut my fringe. Don’t talk about nonsense lol. But I’m really reluctant to give up lols. Don’t block my way.

Went to lrt station with KeXin today. Chit-chatted a lot! I'm very regret. i hope i can work hard to grasp any chance i should have. 'wink' ^^

Friends are meaningful.

you're the brightest star in a pocketful of skies, my colored picture, in a world of black and white, & as you walked into the room I kissed my heart goodbye.

so tell me the color of the sky up above. paint me a picture of the things that make you smile. show me your fears and what you're dreaming of.

Just all for today. Miss you dear. Mwahss : )

I get tagged!

2008-04-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

1. Do you like chinese food?
Absolutely love : )
2. How big is your bed?
Quite suit my body.
3. Is your room clean?
It's clean, but it's messy.
4. Laptop or Desktop computer?
So poor> desktop.
5. Favorite comedian?
Jacky Chan? lols :（
6. Do you smoke?
i fucking hate smoking
7. Does anyone like you?
TopSecret : )
8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
Sorry. ? What's that?
10. Sleep with or without clothes on?
some clothes lols.
11. Who sleeps with you every night?
i sleep alone.
12. Do long distance relationships work?
i wish that i have it. xD
13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
not at all.
14. Pancakes or French Toast?
I prefer French toast.
15. Do you like coffee?
not at all.
16. How do you like your eggs?
do i have any eggs?
17. Do you believe in astrology?
depends what it write.
18. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My mother.
19. Last person on your missed call list?
lazy to check it out.
20. What was the last text message you received?
topsecret.
21. McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonalds.
22. Number of pillows?
a few. 2.
23. Last thing you ate?
mix rice.
24. Last thing you bought?
Erm. forgotten.
25. What are you hearing right now?
Nothing. the sound from television lols.
26. Pick a lyric?
Can i skip this? lols.
27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
I don't like jelly la .
28. Can you play pool?
what is pool actually?
29. Do you know how to swim?
not at all.
30. Favorite ice cream?
depends on my mood : )
31. Do you like maps?
not at all.
32. Tell me a random fact:
I'm a girl in 50 %.
33. Ever had a hard on at work?
of cause i had lols : )
34. Ever attend a theme party?
forgotten.
35. Ever do a keg stand?
what is this?
36. Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking?
i didn't drink any before.
37. What is your favorite season?
winter ! too
38. What is the first music video you ever saw?
long time ago. forgotten.
39. Pick a movie quote:
No idea at all.
40. Favorite quote:
"time heals everything. but i'm still waiting."
41. What is your favorite hangout?
to time square with BFF.
42. Best friend's name?
i have many. Meisean preferred.
43. How long have you known them?
since standard 2. "bigwidesmile"
44. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
i laughed for too many times. forgotten.
45. What time did you wake up this morning?
around 7:20 a.m.
46. Wake up next to anyone?
i didn't.
47. Best thing about winter?
snow. abuden?!?
48. Name a couple of favorite colors:
black & white.
49. How old are you?
going to be 14 soon . too :)
50. What month is your birthday in?
October.
51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
cool.
52. Favorite Dave Matthews Band song (if you have one?)
who is he?
53. What are you doing this weekend?
do many stuffs. xD
54. Who will take this survey?
anyone who want to do this .

Meaningless . Repugnant

2008-04-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

Although my revenge is quite successful, because she was absolutely hurt. But after i saw she cried like shit. i was something regret. i accented many times to teacher. i did this but i have my own reasons. and i also didn't say that my revenge is correct at all. Well. teacher knows me. Apologized means what to her? both of us were perfunctory. Chaotic. she just gave the nod to teacher. so?

This is my last call to you then I'll give up everything that we had, that we'd do. And you'll never hear me sing all these songs about you. Think about the things that we had, the good times before they went bad, they're not gone just yet.

slept in science lesson. i always do this nowadays. learning how to fold stars. Surprises for her. had lunch with cheeyee. i know what is her feeling. she is helpless. Fyoong too. she wanna leave. moaning in dark.

skipped chinese lesson today. didn't nose out it.
I reaffirm. I'm always lacked of rest. and also lack of your attention.
*winks* :)
dude matched bitch = perfect! awesome! *gorgeous (not really)

a cup of cold coffee, yesterday's mail. a bad love like this is always bound to fail. your love meant trouble from the day we met. if you want your things, they're on the front step.

nice to meet you, [insert the name]. my baby : )

Attention: I'm emotional nowadays.
Better don't offend me.
I'll really become mad. SERIOUSLY. : )

Renovation

2008-04-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

My computer is fucking lag. Loading with a fucking slow speed. WhatTheFuck. I still haven't completed my homework weihsss : ) I pin up my fringe to school. Freaking tidy : ) All of them are confused about why i become tidy in suddenly. but the stupid perfect is still not satisfied with my look. hey excuse me. You have also straightened your hair too. Don't try to warn me before check yourself lols.

LACK OF REST HOUR. always grasp the sleeping chance in class. laughed like a mad girl in class today. mingyan talked a lot of jokes in yellow colour. it's fucking funny and karchun changed the storyline again. COOL. lost the sleeping chance during KH lesson. luckily mingyan whispered the answer to me. still don't know what is teacher teaching about.
and i wanna to change. Renovation.

Alone : )
Single rocks.

I did revenge to her and I was successful. She was annoyed with me. Many people agree with me. Report me to teacher lols : ( I don't scare anyway. still backstabbing her everyday. i kicked her book today. i think she has observed what i've done to her book. OhYeah. : )

back with crystal and kexin. caryin is in a lousy mood. she was damn pissed off. meet hoeyin at cempaka lrt station. he seemed crying just now. ohisee. he is in ill. many people get sicked these days. TAKE CARE. homework done! 'winkkk'

Staring. BLACK.

She has changed the position of mine in your heart. Well. I'm pleased to accept your request. i know that i didn't do enough to detain you. but i've fatigued. forgive me. so sorry to myself. she said she is quite busy tomorrow. i hold on my message and deciding whenever gonna to reply her back or not. kinda irritated with her. but i still very appreciate to him. we are ''friends'' forever as we could.

BlaBlaLaLiLuLu
updated.

Never let you gooo

2008-04-21T18:19:00.000+08:00

you're the sunshine in the sky
when the heavy clouds take over my mind.

I haven't post any blogs for such a long time. Sorry weihss : ))) No such mood for blogging.REALLY. upset for every every thing. The feel seemed that I get isolated. I'm a person that I can leave a place myself without any informs. I really need people care of me.Sincerely : ( I say "I used to act out of blind impulse nowadays" they wondered why, I just say some freakish reasons. Continue concealing my true colourssss.

We are not bustling anymore.
Because of my emotional. I really feel sorry about it.
Can it rewind?

you, I can't deny.

Bang Bang Bang

2008-04-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Ohh.Fucking tired these days.Usually spent the whole recess period for sleeping.I borned to sleep. Although my class is full of clamor everyday, but it has been becoming my wont.Sleep.Actually I'm quite confused about Maths, T.Ang's periods are majority late and I think she always talks about some dumb jokes. She warned us not to lend books to others and borrow it from others. She saw me borrowed from j2c before, she never warned me. xD. But now I've seen it serious. : )

I looked up into the gray sky, & see a thousand eyes staring back. & all around these golden beacons, I see ~~nothing but black~~.

Waited for damn long after school in canteen.Wandered in canteen and always kept looking to the gang. We were prohibited to go into the sushi-making-part. I can just stand beside the damn wet basin to stare at the contestant. j2a was located in dalam dalam canteen.I vied for the best condition with LSK.I condemned him with four-letter word.Showed him how rude am I.

Tomorrow gonna to stay at school until 5p.m. j2a is really a sheet of loose sand.Someone is awfully sad to it.How should we do. We mustn't make ourselves to be mute lols. keep scoring E? He bowed to teacher,it showed his sincerity much. I really dumbness when I saw it...

Went to lrt with nps.ycy.ywj.lmy.tzx. Tzx was frustrated by the repeated failures.about chinese chess. Did a lot of abnormal stuffs. Said a lots of illogic talks. But it hasn't made the whole lrt passengers stared at me. " shedding crocodile tears'' Girls just laughed laughed laughed. nps was beleaguered. revenge done! : )

I've forgotten when did I laugh madly.

Calm down

2008-04-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

she says she's better now ...
but she's still incomplete

HoiYan absent today.How sad.Lost a best chit-chatting person today in my life.Quite blue during English lesson.The whole class is damn noisy,the uproar lasted long until class finished.But actually we are always study in this kind of condition.But I'm still enjoying it!Teacher always looks at the floor and keeps talking by herself,she just ignore us and continue her lame teaching =p I'm such a cacat person,I jotted down a lot of lyrics on the table.Those lyrics express my feeling well and I jotted it down for fun & can't refrain from it.The table is full of my mature handwriting now,nice.I like.so zilian am I.

I can't recall what're happened....Just a little memories.KitYee asked us to practice.So damn with it and I kept disobeying her instructions.BlaBlaBlaBla.I shifted to discuss some stuffs about musical concert.I reckon an idea about..
''There are too gang fighting and quarreling always.They injured the angel who advised them,the only way to rescue the angel is to make lots of angel's favourite performance.These gangs decided to cooperate...''BlaBlaBlaBla.Stupid right.?

There is a girl from 2E.She's such as a cretin.She can face the mirror during the whole 10 minutes recess.She usually combs her only fringe ,I can't describe how funny is it.She occupies the whole mirror and I always copy her silly action and keep doing some retarded action in front of her.She hasn't observed it yet.Huh...

MeiSean.Try your best tomorrow.Calm it down.

Click here to my friendster.Add me up : )

Dumbness

2008-04-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

Ooopppps..Miracle happened for Sri Sentosa.
I really want to fuck the judges!!!
Sohai Soham Fuck Jibai ChouHai!!!
Whatever vulgarity words I want to diu the judges and also the debaters of Sri Sentosa.
They have no value for it!
I despise Sri Sentosa.TsunJin.You are always the best.
I really speechless of what're happened.
U N W I L L I N G

Life is turning up-side-down.

I was fucking emotional today.
I want to tear all my papers off.
I wrote lots of bad works in my work.
I passed up it too teacher straight too.
No such mood for blogging.

I passed up this for teacher.
FUCK : )

Is there any flat here?I want to jump.
J U M P & D I E .

Misunderstandings

2008-04-12T14:28:00.000+08:00

~~don't~~ let go.

I've wanted this far too long.

Took lrt with KeXin, SongHao and BoonKai.We waited for the guys for fucking long time.They did their stuffs like snail.KeXin told me how the guys zilian and mad and stupid.I think so.I went to buy some drink.The staff made it for so long time.SongHao said,''walauehh.This white drink made us waited for so long time.''xD.Guys are supposed to be like that.We always reminded them to follow us at behind..Hehhh.They agreed.I wanted to swing.But some Indians boys were swinging...='=Quite funny today.I like.*Grin*

Had our breakfast in canteen.Sammy asked me to copy his father's signature.WTF*Finally,she decided to pass up the application letter on Monday.ZheXin joined us too.JunYang has misconstrued us.Fuck lols :）It's impossible kays?Actually if he is not so irritating,he'll become a gentleman.It's really lols.I talked less to them today.I don't dare to speak out anything.xD.

I saw him today.~~*BigWideSmile*~~

~~you're not that easy to forget.~~

maybe time simply hollows a person out until the ache fades

Just all for today.
I find that I ❤ you.

I can be alone

2008-04-11T21:27:00.001+08:00

♥ I can be alone. I can watch a sunset on my own.

Ooh.Many problems about friendship pop out and extend.
I really feel sorry about it.No idea about it.
I gossip with others about her and backstab her.
I know this is an action of bitch.I'm the bitch.kay?
I told her that our problems should be solved.
I didn't say any sorry to her.I think that if I say sorry,others will think me in a sham way.
I feel that I'm pretending too.
But I tell myself.I'm really want to calm it down.
But who causes it happened?It's me.Bitch.

In secondary school life.I've cheated in exam.
I took my book out and copied straight the answers.
Then I grabbed my neighbors' paper and copied it.
Actually teacher has observed us cheating.But he was nothing.
I didn't pay attention is Kh lesson at all.
It's damn boring when teacher is teaching.
Teacher always jots down the notes on the board and his handwriting is very messy.
I prefer chit-chat with friends than jot down his useless note.

There are too many heartfelt to note down.
But brain storage is small,can't contain too much of memories.
Sorry.

Hold me tight

2008-04-06T16:38:00.000+08:00

you are my sunshine
and i know that when the sun goes down
you will still be there for me

My network speed is freaking slow.
Thanks to my stupid.brainless dad.I feel that it is necessary to fuck him.
Better he disappears now. Immediately!
He watched Youtube videos for days.So my lovely computer get detected virus.
It affects my mood!I have to wait so long to view a page.
Arghs.Whatthefuck!

you filled a spot in my ♥
i didnt even know was empty

Dad woke me up today to chengmeng.Hate it much.
Had two eggs and milo for breakfast.Not enough.
I finished my breakfast in hurry because we were late.
Then shifted to fetch my grandpa.We woke him up. lols.
He asked me many vapid questions.I kept answering 'I don't know'.xD.

♥ is like a movie:
you can play it,
you can stop it,
but the one thing you cant do
is rewind

I visited three graves today.
I helped them to colour the words on the gravestone.It's amusing.
But I did it for very long time.
The sun shone fucking bright there.My sweat ran down like raindrops.
BehTahan.Uncle asked me to trim the weeds on the grave.*Shivering*
My shoe is full of silts.Yuck.
I discovered something eerie.I'm going to tell my buddies tomorrow.
They must be shaken.

the people that make you cry
aren't worth your tears
but the one special person
that is worth your tears
would never make you cry

when i see you smile
i wonder if you ever smile
because of me

there's only one happiness in life
to ♥ and to be ♥

i will fall in ♥ again;
as long as it's you that trips me

the feelings inside her ♥ for you
are way more valuable than anything else

Just all for today.

Refresh my soul.

2008-04-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

you can fake it for a while.
bite your tongue and smile.

Mun asked me to go Jusco.

I seldom go there so I argued with her. So lousy is Jusco.
I was forced and pissed off. Well. I followed her unwillingly.
Speechless & disagreeable faces in car.
Listened to music to calm down my mood.
Stunned in car. But I don't know what did I stun about.
In conclusion, I'm HELPLESS.

you're the closest thing to perfect,
but the farthest thing from me.

Had lunch in Nando's. Quite cheap there.
But Kenny Rogers is much better. The chicken is damn salty.
There were just two side dishes. The salad is bad tasting.
Perhaps my appetite is not good enough..my mood is lousy too.
I was very full there.
Mushroom soup + Lemon coke + 1/4 quarter chicken meal.
Finally, I didn't finish the chicken.
My harvests are not enough today. Just a few stuffs.
A BROS bottle. Some photos. A swimsuit.

we're just teenage kids
with dreams that are just too big.

Mum reminded me gonna to visit my forerunners' grave next morning.
Yuck. I dislike it much. Hot and tired there.
Gonna to wear long sleeve T-shirt and trousers because of mosquitoes.
I reluctant to wear my trousers tomorrow.
I refused to go there. But she said, 'No way'.

stay with me. you're the one that I need.
you make the hardest things seem easy.

Just ''cloistered'' in front of computer just now.
Edited pictures. Edited Layout. Spent lots of time with it.

I wasn't ready for the words you chose when you said goodbye,
or how suddenly the roads could close
between your life and mine.

Smile doesn't mean happy at all for me.

Take care.Don't care about it anymore.

Big Mistake.

2008-04-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

many things happened. fuckheads surround me.
I was pissed off. Fuck* I kept many secrets.
I'm not supposed to tell others.But I've told them.
I always leave the gang alone after having lunch.
It's no points to stay there anymore. Who can I trust?
No doubt, no one.

Memories.

my work.

my stuffs.

She's chubby in exact.

Went school as usual these days, seldom talked with them.
Wandered to anywhere. Stay outside is better than sit inside.

Thanks for shane. fish. They are always being here with me.
what happened actually? : )
Friends are ? good in acting.
just conceal their reality. hate you deeply.
life is so fuck up.i really don't know what've you become.
this kind of behaviors such like kinder gardeners. Childish.
You gossiped with others. I know u DID. two-faced-human.

I'm moron.
I think things in my own way.
If you hate it.tell me. leave me if you want.

We all share the pain of our histories,
but the ache goes away, if you could see.
This night under the stars, well,
I call it peace, if you say,
I'll never need more than this.
The trees grow so thick you can barely see
through but the forest bestows the simplest of truths.
You think you'll be happy if granted one more wish,
but the truth is you'll never need more,
you'll never need more,
you'll never need more than this.

i don't know why i get this feeling, its so confusing.
this feeling is unexplainable
and i don't get why i get it explain this to me
why does it feel, so perfect when we're together
but, when we go, our seperate ways
it seems like you are better off with them,
your other bffs
tell me why i have this feeling
of hatred,broken,sick that makes me give up
on everything we have, our friendship,
and the way i control my feelings over you.
I can just say,'' Sorry '' .

went for inno's party and gossiped with meiyien a lot.
detected something in our conversation.
something you think it is supposed to be like that.
but.remember. u think only.
it's raining now. xD

Retarded

2008-04-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

I has been making a fatal mistake.
♥ you is such a big mistake.
Can't be forgiven.
Is it an immortal? No : )

♥ is not colourful actually.

My shoes are wet and full of water inside.
It has been raining for 3 hours. Huh='=
My bus was late.We waited there and get wet. WTF*
I gazed on him. He is freaking cute.
I'm such a failure. I know this for long time ago.
His coconut hair appeared after get wet. xD.I saw it!
MingFeng played his hair.I laughed straightly.
He looked at me and confusing why the girl laughed like that.
So embarrassed. xD.

MunSheng and I were extremely hyper today.
We kept laughing for the models that she made.
She is really an expert on making this.
Teacher asked us to stop laughing. But we still laughing.
She was speechless too.

Ohh. She told me that she just fooled me.
Actually I've prepared to accept this truth.
But I seemed very down and can't pretend to forget it.
My heart has been breaking into thousand pieces...
Could you remember our memories ♥

I'm taking all your memories off the shelf.

& I don't need you or anybody else

Even if we never talk again,
remember that I'm forever changed by who you are
& what you meant to me.
Since the day we met,
i knew youd be kinda hard to forget.

I leave them straightly.
Just kept going to hall. It's my way.
Sorry to my friends.

April Fool

2008-04-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hold me tight.
Read my mind and stare at me.
It's really enough ♥

Lame.Me in a ''petite'' mirror.

April fool is freaking lame.Nothing surprised.
Actually I seldom celebrate April Fool ♥
Ehh. Err?Did I trick by people today? Seemed No.
Shane and Fish told me something.
I don't know whenever is it true.I hope so.My heart was grinning.
I just pretend to be nothing.But I still suspect that it is faked.
They just tricked me and fool me in April fool. ♥Illusion♥ again*
Saw you but I was choosing to hide. Prevent to avoid you. xD.

Stomach was fucking pain in morning.
Ate pills and the pain was reducing. But it affected my mood #@#
The mind was spinning around when I was walking. Fainted.
He just ignored me when I kept asking something. Erherm : )
It is fucking weird.
The more you don't let me know.The much I want to know. ♥

My kh project is so ugly. Knooty when doing it.
The hammer knocked my fingers often. WTF* Ouch : )
Did something freaking lame today with Shane. Woots*
Knocked a lot of steel pins into the table. I'm the winner actually.
What we have knocked. It's top secret ♥

Painted it just now.Wasted my time much.
Zzzz..Nicer.. xD.

P.S:// Just pretended stomach pain there.
whose didn't go there. It's your pleasure.

♥ Useless

2008-03-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

Repeatedly for singing it.

Encore-Encore-Encore.
It expresses my heart.

I swear. ♥

♥ = ?

Just popped out something weird last night.

I said it for fun. Really : ) Of cause.Blocked him too ♥
Explained with him just now. He was nothing too.
I said it for fun. Repeat x 10000. Don't make me whack you.
Please don't repeat it again.
I'm so embarrassed. x) x

I've said.English lesson is most enjoyable.
Not enjoy with teacher's teaching.Is enjoying the chit-chat.
I ♥ chit-chatting. Teacher doesn't care anyway : ) Woots *♥
Sang many songs. Actually my favourite.
It expresses my feeling well. Mwahsssss ♥

Fucking retarded face.
Fake.Make it as an illusion.

Test today. Fucking hardcore with it.
What a stupid History :) I scored 1:5.
Cool,right? xD. ♥
Took Science's test too. 29:40.
Not so bad and worse than others too. xD.
My style actually.

He is woozy.You are woozy. I'm much woozier. xD.
♥ Aspire to own you. Music fills up my life!

True verses Fake.

Make it simple

2008-03-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

Nobody cares you.
You are just ignored by others in the crowds.
You can just only scream in your heart.
Deep and deep.

Simple.Things are complicated.

Chatted a lot with MeiSean.HoiYan.
We have a lot of same opinion.
Just wandering around in TS.
And had our lunch in Gasonline.
No Such mood to blogging.

Japanese Name*

Freaking Lame.

Could you hear me?

We are separated?

Just acting.

Shared a plate of rice with them.Chatted lots of someone's bad.We don't satisfy at all.And we won't.Why do you all think in this stupid way?This is fucking unfair.You can spread out what is your feeling.We can just conceal our expressions.We are reluctant in this way.You are recent!We can just nod our head to agree you.And jot down what have you said.But what we have said.You will just forget it and put it as nothing.What can we do?Just leave there?*****Freaking unlucky today.Bad mood in the whole day.We laughed.But it didn't mean anything.What is deep in our heart.We didn't forget it.Just acting as nothing.Or being clown.

But I think we really have not enough hardworking.

Our cups.

We shared it.

Our shoes.

United.

I am not giving up.
Just rest for a while.

When

2008-03-29T15:47:00.000+08:00

love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.

The cigarette has almost burned out.
I'm lost without you.

Lots of couple I have been seen.I didn't stare at them before.No any envy.But now.I'm so envy with them.When could I be one of the couple in the world.Do I hope it?I really don't know.

What happened with me nowadays?Felt sleepy everyday.Teacher was teaching Maths.I fall asleep.UhYehhh..How do I live without you.I'm getting lazy.Something weird today.I don't realize what are they mentioning about.Many people misconstrue me too.

No mood for blogging too much.
Speechless for myself.And my dumb life too.
Too much stumbling-blocks.

When I stare at you.
You are holding her tight.